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315 days on estrogen

| Remember that old thread of a g/u/rl that started estrogen ?
It's me, almost one year later !
I started hrt 315 days ago and t blockers 3 months and a week from now, and i'm feeling amaziiiiiing !!!

I feel like my emotional maturity got boosted by 5000 and of course, i got some more shapes now haha


| Anyway anyway, if you have questions, transphobic stuff to say like "woah you didnt kill yourself" or anything really, i'm open to it.


| https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hf1DkBQRQj4
Happy for you, g/u/rl~ <3


| >>967491
thanksssss


| Isn't hormone therapy "bad" for you?


| >>967522 e pills are bad for your liver, certain blockers fuck with your mineral balance, otherwise its fine
only newg/u/rls do pills anyway


| >>967524 No i mean like it doesn't leave you horribly underdeveloped and cause mood swings?


| How difficult was it to get/what's the process
I want to start hrt but still very closeted and living with parents


| >>967528 no?
if you go to the kind of endos they have on terf island, they'll underdose your e on purpose while giving you full blockers, and that'll do what you're talking about.
this is actual medical malpractice though.


| I'm at 82 days of estrogen! nothing has changed yet but i'm excited

>>967529 through the medical system, it varies. in places with an "informed consent" policy it's pretty much ask them for HRT and they'll give it to you. in the US planned parenthood is a good place to find that. less progressive doctors will make you jump through needless hoops but I don't know much about that. if that doesn't work, go to r/transdiy or /lgbt/ and do research, it's not hard to medicate yourself.


| >>967548 <3


| Congrats op and >>967548 !
I'm happy that you two are on your way of being the person you wanna be! Love from a femboy <3


| Kill yourself you fucking faggot tranny bitch ass piece of shit cunt cunt cutn cunt cunt cutn


| >>967529
I think it depends on the country ! I suggest you to do your own research on how it works in yours.
It can be hard but i believe in you. This is op btw


| >>967548
Yesssss


| >>967596
Thanks !


| >>967637 <3

I'm in the US but I'm baby trans and dealing with a lot of imposter syndrome still

I think the informed consent route might be the way to go, I probably need therapy for other reasons but if that route is more difficult for no reason why jump through the hoops I guess

Idk when I'll be able to pursue it though :/


| Also to keep the conversation going how did you realize you were trans/what made you start questioning

I grew my hair out over COVID and got called Miss a lot by hospital staff and realized that it's not very cis to feel warm and fuzzy with an uncontrollable smile when that happens, at least it was hidden under the mask :p


| >>967644 I spent most of the pandemic femboy moding. I guess I started because I like clothes and got bored of guy fashion?

this year I went with people from my college to a camp for trans, nb, and gnc people. being around the other trans girls felt cute and happy, so by the time I left I decided I wanted to transition.


| >>f23600

Not OP but it was a long slowburn until realization and even finding the existence of trans communities. I only began learning in late 2019.

Absolutely will admit jealousy of OP for getting hormone access, but I'm happy myself because I put in massive amounts of effort on passing and done voice training and haven't been misgendered in a long time. Now if only I could manifest money for hormones out of thin air...


| >>967685 there are creatures that will provide you hormones in the spirit of mutual aid. in the uk (and apparently also the eu?) https://manufacturedbytyger.com/ is a good shout; they also provide homebrewing guides which indicate they know what the fuck they're doing
i also know of https://kindclinic.org/ for texas - one of my partners lives there and recommends it


| i *heard* of commies in the cali area handing out vials for free, similarly something for toronto, but i never followed up on the details as it was not relevant to me
anyway, it is there, all you have to do is find the resources to reach them


| i've heard of some pretty large trans communities on vrchat but a vr headset might be out of your budget


| OP here !
I'm not an american, so yes, it's true i was kinda helped by my medical system (my t blockers are free ?????), but know i'm rooting for you all.
Be wary, i heard some dangerous people are selling fake and dangerous medecine in order to kill us, so don't use anything if you're not 100 percent sure its the right stuff.


| >>967644
Oh there was definitely a lot of letting my hair grow too !
But honestly, i think it's just when i started experimenting with pronouns, it led things to another.
When i realized i felt good in dresses, makeup, and being perceived as a woman, it kinda clicked.


| Although i must admit, i'm not sure "woman" describes me the most.
I don't want voice training, and my name was always androgenous to start with.

I think i'm my name more than i am a girl ? Whatever my gender is doesnt matter, i go by she, and soon my ass will be fat.


| BUT I SURELY AM NOT A MAN.


| THAT I AM SURE OF.


| >>967769 valid <3


| OP can we get some "shapes" pics?


| >>967855
Fun fact, yanking your meat is way better if you don't think about anything but the feeling it gives you.
If you can only cum thanks to a picture, then you don't deserve it.


| I believe in you.


| >>967856 I never said anything about yanking though


| become Pomu


| yesss bb

ill be 1 full year come Aug 19th ^-^


| Woah you didn't kill yourself faggot


| >>967910 what about become Selen?


| Do you have any before and after pics ( obviously hide away any identifying features)


| >>967979
Sorry, i don't like to take pictures !


| + i dont have any before pictures


| then draw a picture


| woah you didnt kill yourself


| >>967528 I feel like the medication probably has a certain effect on your psyche, since the hormones in question do affect it. Development is probably only affected if you're underage. From what I've read it can cause pretty bad long term problems after ~10+ years of taking it, because your organs get damaged by the altered hormone mixture. Just my 2 cents though, could be bs.

Hope you get what you hope for, OP!


| >>967488 соре


| >>968224 my psychiatry meds cause much more of a difference in psyche than my hormones. since they started using estradiol valerate there aren't really any negative side effects from taking estrogen anymore. your body is able to process either hormone, it's not like they're a foreign substance! if your doctor were to under-dose you for years on end, then it could be more dangerous, but once again that's legitimate malpractice.


| a lot of misinfo in here:

the only way E taxes your liver is if you i gest estradiol tablets. FORTUNATELY sublingual (dissolving it under the tongue) both works better and bypasses the liver. W O W !!

the only long term negative side effects are a weakening of bones and potential osteo which maintaining good vit levels can mitigate


| in any case, any medical danger that hormones present is a lot less danger than the mental health problems that come with not taking the hormones, so the risks don't really matter.


| guys


| this is op


| im outta juice


| its not comkng out anymore


| im dry gals


| CUM IS A MYTH


| Truly a travesty


| >>968667 rip gurl o7


| Stupid question, how do you shape natural fingernails to actually look good, I try watching stuff online but it never clicks and my nails end up looking weird so I just end up cuting them again


| >>967522 water is a carcinogen. Life is short


| >>968667 lmao


| >>505bd7 nah I've had that, just stop jerking off for awhile and you'll have some fat loads


| >>968894
you dont bank cum

semen is produced because of arousal. by taking your time with foreplay and enhancing arousal during stimulation, you send more constant impulses to your genitals which causes more semen production.

tldr quickly rubbing one out will leave you dry, but taking time and maybe edging a bit will guarantee a LOT of cum, as i noticed for myself


| no but like


| trans women


| dont have cum


| I'll give you some of my cum. :3


| >>d4800a I think both are true, a dry wank after a day vs a week is noticable. Could be genes.

Did liquid get the fat loads of snake?


| Op here, how are yall doing ?


| you should buy a viberater


| a viboorater ?


| a vibretar ?


| >>969376
Doing so-so. You? Glad you're feeling amazing btw. Becoming your true self after a lifetime of being someone else must feel, well, amazing like you said.


| Am >>f23600
Got a pack of snap hair clips and a new bottle of fingernail polish remover so I'm feeling pretty good <3


| >>969422
WOOOOOO ATTA GURL


| can I choke on ur gock pls


| >>969376
<3


| >>969376
Everything is all right~ <3


| I hate trans faggots I hate trans faggots I hate trans faggots I hate trans faggots I hate trans faggots


| I hate trains I hate trains I hate trains I hate trains I hate trains I hate trains I hate trains I hate trains


| I love trams


| >>969681 screw you! I love trains!


| snigga


| my dick is starting to not work the same anymore. it's getting more and more difficult to get hard, and getting horny feels like tingling in my stomach instead. I like it better this way although it's a little harder to top my bf like this.


| >>969709
god YES

i love that fluttery tummy feeling


| Ayy!! Let's go!! I've been on the same HRT for almost same amount of time, just a month or two longer, and it's so nice!! Love having shapes and clear head and soft skin and feeling so nice <3


| >>969709 it's ok g/u/rl. If yours doesn't work, I'll give you mine. (^_−)☆


| >>969709 I've heard you can take one of those ED pills or put T-gel down there to help maybe if you aren't already

I'm really looking forward to those kinds of changes I already love my vibrator pre and I can't wait to try it after I can get hrt :p


| tomorrow isy 1 year tranniversary ^~^

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