Post number #83211, ID: 68d890
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Anyone else watched the sherlok movie a few years qgo and thought it would be a good idea to hang himself in a way that he'll survive just to make his father admit he cares about him? (It was just a thought)
Post number #83215, ID: 4a3fd5
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I haven't watched the movie myself, but faking a rope hang is pretty hard to pull off, no?
Post number #83217, ID: 68d890
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Well yeah i think that, that was the most stupid serious thought i wver had
Post number #83219, ID: 68d890
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Just wanted 2 put it out there
Post number #83223, ID: 4a3fd5
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Don't worry, it can get worse from there. You don't want that, but it can happen.
Post number #83230, ID: 68d890
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Personal experience?
Post number #83237, ID: 4a3fd5
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I have posted this in /u/ a while back, in a thread with similar tone to it (read: suicide!).
Thankfully, mine isn't anything "fatal" per se. I drank a bottle of floor cleaner in haste, thinking that it might give me the sweet release of death.
In the end, I only vomited everything my stomach had held, and in regret I called 911. At that point, I wasn't able to feel any sense in my tongue anf throat, but most importantly, I only thought of "why did I fucking do this?"
Post number #83243, ID: 4a3fd5
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And that also goes to show that floor cleaner is really not the best way to give yourself the death you want.
But honestly, life can devolve to the point where even the stupidest of action can sound pretty reasonable. It's the point I'd like to avoid for some more years.
Post number #83292, ID: 68d890
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My life have devolved into a mess where im forced to be in a system which consumes all aspects of my life and leaves me with no no way out and nothing but regret for for not having the guts for saying that i dont want to be apart of it. Every day just reminds me of that and leaves me with a bitter taste and a few tears... i feel helpless and tell it to everyone only to get a response such as "you'll get over it" or "you'll get use to it" and sometimes "it's your problem"
Post number #83295, ID: 68d890
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With nearly 3 years to go and no current solution in sight jow do i go about not hating my life every single day?
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| Anyone else watched the sherlok movie a few years qgo and thought it would be a good idea to hang himself in a way that he'll survive just to make his father admit he cares about him? (It was just a thought)