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I don't want to eat
| Eat my ass
| >>742809 I get that.
I go through cycles of not eating at all because I have to be thin and have a flat stomach and hourglass figure, but then I get too boney, and try to eat more and end up binging. I never am able to gain much weight though. And then I get freaked out and stop eating for a few days. I just want to be pretty but it feels impossible, eating feels so good but it makes me feel disgusting sometimes
| >>742868
It's, actually the opposite for me. O don't give much of a shit about my figure, because I'm so thin that I could gain 10kg and still not be chubby, and I honestly wouldn't mind being chubby. It's just so hard to get up, make the food and force it down. Makes me feel sick.
| I can somewhat relate to this, but not quite. I can spend the entire day without eating pretty much anything, but not because I feel too sick or tired to eat, but because it's waaay too easy for me to forget that I'm hungry, even if I'm not doing anything at all.
| It probably sounds stupid, but I'd wake up, remind myself to make some breakfast, but something'd steal my attention for the rest of the day, and when the clocks hit 12 am I'd be like "Oh shit, wasn't I planning on making some cereal just 16 hours ago?" I don't terribly mind that, even though I realize it's absolutely horrible for my health, especially since I already have some issues with my liver and gall bladder. I just can't bring myself to care about any if this really
| I hope you'll get better, op. Whatever it is you're going through, I'm sure you'll carry on like a champ
| >>743098
It kinda started like that for me. I'd have, like, a small lunch, like just a dry slice of bread or two as, like, my school lunch back when I was in school, and I wouldn't eat breakfast before going. Then I'd get home and either forget to eat or eat a little bit, and then when it was time for dinner I would either just not eat because I was busy or something or eat a little bit quickly.
But, that developed into this shit pretty quickly.
| My body got used to not eating enough so I didn't really feel hungry even when I should be feeling hungry, I started going to school somewhere far away from home an usually didn't have enough money to buy proper food in the cafeteria and shit, had some addictions and the side effects on some of that shit is not feeling hungry or having an even harder time noticing that you're hungry, and, yeah. I'm pretty sure I just straight up have an eating disorder now.
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| It just fucking sucks