Post number #721770, ID: bb0edf
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So... how's everyone?
Post number #721777, ID: a8ba59
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>>721770 Too tired to even play vidya or watch anime. Much less study the subjects which I failed last year
Post number #721825, ID: 3bb102
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Well, I'm currently taking a few days off nicotine. It's really fucking rough, but it's going better than I thought it would. Going days without something I used to smoke at least once an hour is fucking with my body and mental state hard, but, if it makes it easier for me to smoke less and eventually do days off without struggling too much then it's worth it, and when I finally have a smoke after these few days it's gonna feel so fucking goodm
Post number #721951, ID: 2e6cb1
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>>721825 Well, that's good!
Post number #721979, ID: d7fa0e
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i hate having big fucking breasts. i'm athletic as fuck and i love running or whatever but my tits move so much, i've tried everything and no i don't have saggy tits they just go up and down and up and down and i don't have any friends and i am considering "the weird bitch over there" and these bastards stare at them all the time and FUCK just leave me alone. thank u for reading my "vent" idrk what this is but i hope that u all have a good day
Post number #721991, ID: e5f7fd
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>>721979 I hate having small breasts, that's why I replace them with muscles.
Post number #722031, ID: d460bb
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I love sex.
Post number #722033, ID: 3e4c7f
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uwu
Post number #722080, ID: 24575b
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>>721777 ah, I see, having one if those moments?
Post number #722091, ID: 3bb102
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>>721825 I'll just do a quick update to this. I haven't given in yet. I've got, like, one and a half days left. I'm in a lot of pain physically and mentally and every time I get anxious I get way more anxious than I normally would and the anxiety translates to physical pain as well. This fucking sucks.
Post number #722672, ID: 3d2766
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I quit caffeine. Or maybe caffeine quit me
Post number #722686, ID: 68525f
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>>722672 I'm so broke I can't afford coffee this month and so I quit it as well
Post number #722702, ID: 3bb102
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>>722672 Damn. I almost completely quit. Stopped with energy drinks and two cups of coffee a day at most. I've been picking it up again though after heavily cutting down on nicotine and starting to work out. I probably should quit as well, but heavily cutting to only two things that have given me any sort of boost and energy over the last few years at the same time is, hard, to put it lightly.
Post number #722874, ID: 7b56f0
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I despise the person I become when I find myself in a group, I make myself sick. But even worse is that I become that person automatically, without even having to force myself
Post number #722911, ID: 3bb102
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>>722874 It's habit. Gotta break it homie. That shit's really fucking hard though. But if you wanna change, you gotta.
Post number #722913, ID: 4b2fa8
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talk
Post number #723007, ID: 202bc0
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>>722911 I don't want to change, being around people IRL isn't fun for me in the first place so I want to just never talk to anyone IRL for the rest of my life ;_;
Post number #723009, ID: 1cc32a
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>>723007 Ah. In that case, good luck not having any rest of your life :)
Post number #723011, ID: 07f3c0
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>>722702 maybe step up your coffee game and make it into something special. A V60 with a hand grinder might be nice. Make delicious coffee and enjoy it even more, even in less quantities. :3
Post number #723026, ID: 1cc32a
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>>723011 I mean, that ain't a bad idea. Only problem would be when I'm not at home and shit though. I wouldn't really have any way to bring it with me and make coffee on the go, and I get very easily exhausted mentally because of multiple reasons, so just a cup of coffee doesn't really give me enough of a kick to keep me going through the day. That's why I always end up going back to energy drinks, because whenever I have to go out a lot it's easier and more effective.
Post number #723079, ID: 98df2a
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I can still just barely remember what it feels like to get into bed with another girl and it's hurting more
Fuck this society man I just wanna french someone cute. I lucked too hard into every relationship I've ever had and now I'm stuck at square one again, fkn shut-in I am. It's been waaaaay too long
Post number #723274, ID: 521afd
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>>721979 Get a chest binder and a boyfriend.
Post number #723299, ID: ec4162
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>>723079 Damn, relatable.
>>723026 Get yoself some caffeine tablets instead.
Post number #723300, ID: 1cc32a
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>>723299 The fuck is caffeine tablets? And, if it is what it sounds like, that doesn't change shit, does it? I would still be consuming the same amount of caffeine. It wouldn't make me less addicted. It would just make it easier and potentially more expensive to consume.
Post number #723318, ID: ec4162
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>>723300 Still beats energy drinks in every aspect though, especially since energy drinks have a lot more things than just caffeine in them, sugar being the most obvious one. And should be much cheaper as well. Plus you can just start reducing the dose (like taking only half a tablet, then quarter) and wean yourself off like that.
Post number #723324, ID: 1cc32a
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>>723318 The same thing can be said for every form of caffeine though. I can buy smaller energy drinks, energy drinks with less caffeine, bottled energy drinks so I can space my consumption out over time etc. Cutting down is the same when it comes to any addiction, and it's never easy.
My best option would be to just stop. No supplements. I would just get addicted to those instead, and then I'll have gotten nowhere.
Post number #723419, ID: 98df2a
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>>723299 kiss me you dork
Post number #723436, ID: a06080
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Been drawing some stuff lately. I've actually enjoying it after hating it for so long. Hell I'm even proud of some pieces I've done. Other than that it's been kinda rough. Getting into black metal and reading romance manga helps to cope tbh.
Post number #723440, ID: ec4162
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>>723419 I might just do that, c'mere, you.
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