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I have autism!
| *huggggg* uwu
| Huuuuuuugggggssssssss~
I hope you're having a fantastic day OP!
| Welcome to the club, buddy
*hugs*
| Oh wow good everybody here is being nice. I went in fully armed expecting someone to be nasty, but no, you g/u/rls are nice!
| >>709548
uwu
>>709578
Big hug back~
Thank you! I'm having a nice day!
>>709591
Thanks!
*bigger hugs*
>>709609
Don't always think the worst. G/u/rls are super nice!
| *hugs you autisticly*
| >>709661
Yay! Those are the best hugs! They make me tic but they make me happy :3
*hugs super big and autistucally*
| >>709701
I'm sorry :(
I didn't mean to...
*gives one arm hug back while looking down at the ground out of shame and a little sad*
| *stands at a 90 degree angle and looks straigh ahead*
M-maybe we can hug the next time too.
| *still just looks at the ground*
Yes please. That sounds nice.
| *Pats OP on the head*
| *lewds*
| No! Don't lewd me! I just want wholesome!
| *wholesome lewd*
| T-thank you :3
*accepts*
| Have you tried suicide?
| >>710145
I've been very close to attempting. Sometimes I feel like it's the only option I have left, but, I have a person I care about more than myself and he wants me to stay with him, so I've never gone through with it.
| >>710177 >>710180
Maybe you two should not say stuff like that in this thread. I don't like it and this thread was making me happy.
| *licks you*
Are you a virgin?
| *kicks you*
Please stop! This is getting rapey and that's not very comfy.
| *ignores you while pulling out a very average dick*
| When you studied the porn I studied the blade.
*draws his sword and teleports behind>>782c82*
Heh. Nothing personnel, kid.
| Thank you! My saviour!
*Tics and then tries to walk over to hug the weeb*
| *lewds again*
| >>710541
I can't see him in person right now. It's probably a year or something until I can. But when I'm do I'm gonna give the biggest hugs ever!
| I can actually say retard and be correct :)
| imagine thinking you need to be autistic to want and desire hugs.
c'mere op.
>hugs
| >>710758
I don't think that. I just wrote the name for the thread and then I kinda forgot what I was going to make the thread about so I wrote what was on my mind which was very lonely and stuff.
Thank you.
>hugs
| :)
| >>710940
Thank you :)
I'm not feeling great right now. I'm, not happy, but, I'm gonna be okay in the end, and that's what matters.
| >>710993
Mhm! I will. I'm feeling a little better already. Things and stuff just take time but they always become good eventually :)
| >>711017 Well that's good! I do apologise if you feel my slight concern was too much, it's hard for me to understand wording on the Internet. But still, even a small victory might as well be regarded as a victory nonetheless.
| >>711020
No no it's okay! It's cute that you show genuine concern for me despite not knowing me, and I feel the same. Wording is hard to understand both on the internet and outside of it, at least for me. You're right about the victories too. It's important to cherish the small victories, even if there are even more and even bigger losses. That's how to survive :)
| Enough determination gets us through to the end, after all, even if we have to pass through anything and everything.
| >>711049
Mhm! It's very hard to stay determined though, but as long as I'm not alone I'll get through it all!
| I'll be here even if we're probably just two anons who're thousands of miles apart, it feels like I'd be obnoxious by constantly saying positive things, of course I mean well with it all, I just don't want to say too much similar things.
I'm a tad autistic myself but I don't have the tics you have, I just am really quiet and more of a "outside the spotlight" person.
Different perspective, specific obsessions, likes and interests and what have you.
| >>711064
Aw. Yeah! I get what you mean. I know some people like that. I don't have super much of it or anything, I'm on the lower end of the spectrum and stuff, but I do have a fair bit of tics and some small problems with communication and hypersensitivity and that sort of stuff as well as the usual stuff.
But I don't mind that you say positive things! I like positive things. Being a positive mindset is very good to get through things and stuff :)
| I think they did say that I was high functioning or something, though there's times when I sort of "freeze" when trying to work stuff out.
Sometimes it feels like it makes me out to be a stoic but sometimes it doesn't.
| >>711150
Yeah. High function means that you're, like, able to function and do stuff on your own despite having autism. That's what I have as well. I also know that feeling really well with the freezing up completely sometimes, but I don't think you need autism for that to happen though.
Yeah. I know what you mean. People often say that I'm very strong and calm despite all the bad stuff, but it's not true. I just don't have a lot of facial expression and I repress everything.
| I'm pretty sure i would've been diagnosed with autism or ADHD as a kid, but instead when the doctor noticed my constant fidgeting, she went "just stop playing vidya" and that's it. The topic of my non-stop fidgeting was never brought up again.
Now that i look back at it, even if i were diagnosed with autism or something, i don't think much would've changed. I don't know if you can treat autism, so i don't care if i actually have it or not.
| >>711171
It's not something that can be cured. Neither is it something that should be cured, at least in my opinion. But people who have autism often struggle with a lot of things without noticing those things themselves, and can fall into behavioural patterns that are bad for both them and the people around them without noticing or thinking twice about it.
That's why it's good to have a diagnosis, because it makes it easier to improve your life and manage things better.
| But yeah, I enjoyed this conversation.
| Of course I don't intend to retire from this thread, I can still be here and chat if you'd like.
| >>711177
Even if i do struggle, i will never know what could be causing it, and i sincerely don't believe a medical diagnosis would magically remove the source of struggle.
I do see what you mean - a diagnosis would give an initiative to take a deeper look into yourself and how you behave, but frankly you can do that even without a diagnosis, and it will still be just as hard.
| >>711228
Well, no. You're incorrect. If you have a diagnosis and you talk to professionals about it, they know what common struggles it causes and are good at helping you with finding that, realising that and finding ways to handle it well.
>>711210 >>711225
I did as well!
If you want to talk more then talk more and if you don't want to then you don't want to. Easy as that :)
| >>711228 it doesn't have to be hard, it's not really a physical disability, and there are coping mechanisms that'll vary between individual to individual.
| >>711237 Alright, it was nice talking to you, maybe our paths may cross one another in the future.
-K.F.
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| I want a hug please :3
I'm feeling a little lonely.