Post number #698745, ID: 2eff28
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Hi. I don't know if any of you g/u/rls remember me. I made series of mental health threads last year, and early this year I made one about me getting institutionalised.
I've come to the reality that I need help. As in really, really badly need help. I can't get through a single day anymore. I can't take care of myself in any way, and I realised that I've been subconsciously repressing insane amounts of shit and it all hit me at once. I can't take it anymore.
Post number #698750, ID: 2eff28
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*realisation
I just had a really bad breakdown and I've been having smaller nervous breakdowns for probably 2 weeks straight or more now. If anyone saw the age regression thread, that's me, and this is why my brain gave me such a strong coping mechanism.
I will tell my therapist this and I'll ask to be admitted to the institution again. I know he'll send me back when I tell him and when I ask. I hope you don't mind this thread, and if you're going through shit, please get help.
Post number #698756, ID: 22fe17
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Damn g/u/rl, we believe in you!
Post number #698758, ID: 2eff28
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>>698756 Thanks g/u/rl. I wish I did as well.
Post number #699810, ID: df6847
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I'm gonna be with my therapist in 8 hours, talking about getting me put in. So, hopefully it goes well.
Post number #699923, ID: 880539
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>>699810 Best of luck to you op! It's probably a bit too late and by the time I send this you'll already be talking to this therapist of yours, but I'm certain everything is going to be just fine.
Post number #699924, ID: abdacc
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>>699923 Thank you. I just got home from talking to him. He's called with the institution and I'll get an answer on when they can get me in sometime during the next hour and a half. Hopefully next week. I hope I can get fixed a little.
Post number #699966, ID: dc6e72
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supporting Op
Post number #699969, ID: 7cc6de
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I hope things improve for you OP. Stay safe
Post number #699970, ID: abdacc
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>>699966>>699969 Thanks g/u/rls :)
Well, the only answer I've gotten about when is that I'll get an answer tomorrow or Friday, so, yeah :/
Post number #699994, ID: ffb8ca
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Bye
Post number #700027, ID: abdacc
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>>699994 Damn. I'm not getting put down homie, just getting put in. There's a very important difference.
Post number #700109, ID: 7cc6de
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Hang in there op
Post number #700115, ID: abdacc
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>>700109 I will, in one way or the other. Jk, jk. I'll stay alive. I'll be okay one day.
Post number #700206, ID: 99d8fd
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Okay, so, I fell asleep at 6am and was extremely dazed and 80% asleep when my dad came into my room, but I think he said that I'm gonna go there for a meeting tomorrow to talk about why I need it and what they can offer and stuff.
Post number #700278, ID: eccd86
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We're rooting for you Op!!!!
Post number #700561, ID: 390ba9
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So, I had the meeting today, and, I'm getting put it on Tuesday. Only thing that can make it so I don't wouldn't be an emergency or something, and I'd gladly give my spot to someone who needs it immediately considering those are often people who have just attempted suicide or something similarly horrible, and I'm lucky to not be at that point quite yet.
But, yeah, Tuesday. I hope this works. I need it so fucking bad.
| Hi. I don't know if any of you g/u/rls remember me. I made series of mental health threads last year, and early this year I made one about me getting institutionalised.
I've come to the reality that I need help. As in really, really badly need help. I can't get through a single day anymore. I can't take care of myself in any way, and I realised that I've been subconsciously repressing insane amounts of shit and it all hit me at once. I can't take it anymore.