Post number #692191, ID: 6715c4
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I think if I wasn't so socially unskilled I would be with friends now. There were times when I had every opportunity to get close to people, but I either blew it up or just didn't take the chance. I wish I went with the kids who invited me to hang out. I wish I chatted more often with my classmates online. Those things
Post number #692210, ID: 1e72b0
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I get knowledge, everything else not important.
Post number #692212, ID: 333557
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I do what I absolutely must to get through, other than that I just fuck with people, maybe play some games with a homie and that's about it. Well, aside from all the mental health shit that's about it.
Post number #692217, ID: 1b2c9a
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I was in honors because i memorized everything by the book. I did it word for word and flushed it out the moment exams are over. In the end i realized i didn't really learn anything. I was just pressured to do well by any means necessary by my parents ┐( ̄ヘ ̄)┌
Post number #692278, ID: 9ddde0
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I did well in academics, though I didn't really exert a lot of effort in studying. Listening to discussions and reading frequently helped me survive school. As for my social life in school, it's pretty decent. I had friends and went out with them sometimes. At some point my mental health deteriorated but I was able to recover, and it wasn't that serious. School can be fun when you've made friends with the right people.
Post number #692285, ID: 28cfb5
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- was always alone - often did bad in school - was weird - family trouble - started hanging out with depression - looking out the window, feeling blue, and daydreaming about another world in which i was happy - mostly empty life except some trauma - so much loneliness and boring classes - no idea about the future, just going through the days - used to draw during class, in hallways, was cool - nice having something to wake up for, having a set schedule, and feeling like i belonged
Post number #692308, ID: 6234b0
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High school was great because after an entire lifetime of crippling social anxiety I was finally learning how to be a human being who actually have friends!
Unfortunately 3 years is not enough to learn how to be a proper human being. Without friends, set schedule, and the space to learn and mess up, I revert to become a friendless anxious garbage being after graduation.
God I miss school.
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| I think if I wasn't so socially unskilled I would be with friends now. There were times when I had every opportunity to get close to people, but I either blew it up or just didn't take the chance. I wish I went with the kids who invited me to hang out. I wish I chatted more often with my classmates online. Those things