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Hikikomori problem?
| idk what i do with my life.. people what i heared about are living.. i'm just surviving and.. feel totally disconnected.. and idk how to really talk with people, a lot of them are strange, and in some way i hate them and thinking about them that are worthless..
is there one special person who i wanted to visit this year but.. my fear can't let me even to go visit supermarket what is few meters from me.. i feel as fail
| i'm sorry it's 7:50.. i should probably go to sleep
| I once spent a year mostly in my room and thought it was awesome. It's good to be alone. It can feel lonely sometimes, but people are kinda annoying imo. If you're as autistic as I am chances are you won't make any meaningful relationships anyway so just try to change your attitude about that. Find a hobby that would make your days feel meaningful even if it's just an illusion. That helps. Life outside kinda sucks.
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My entire being craves meaningful relationships but maybe I should try to change my attitude about it like you said. Dunno what kind of meaningful hobbies I can find though.
Being too autistic for relationships and having too strong ADHD to learn a trade let alone handle normal proper tasks fucking sux... it almost (but not entirely) like a living hell.
| im mostly at home, i dread going out and seeing most people... I'm lucky to have two friends that i like seeing. but other than that, i prefer being alone. but i would love to meet people that i could connect with. but i wouldn't know how and when to start, plus my current situation doesn't allow me to get out much. maybe it's just a phase, a temporary thing.
| but i do know i don't want to be surrounded by meaningless shallow relationships either. hope to find balance someday. until then i'll do most of what i enjoy alone. and work on my goals, so once i do meet someone i can vibe with, i'm content and somewhat confident. that's the idea at least.
| first type like a normal fucking human. But in these times not leaving during covid is completely fine (if you are financially available to do so) I've left my house as little as I humanly can.
| This is probably the only year out of a hundred in which being a Hikki is excusable and can be justified as contributing to the society.
Well, if you are a lonely and depressed hikki with nothing to live for, you shouldn't be afraid of covid since maybe you can die without having to kill yourself. Plus, you don't really interact with other people, so most likely you won't be spreading it and be a part of the problem.
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| Hello,
firs i want to say that am i in necessary cases visiting doctors, uni or so.. it was actually less than ten days when i did go outside for 6 months.. but still i did..
but.. i feel strange for it.. but for example i wasn't outside because i wanted something.. corona is scaring me.. and in past i was really lonely so i was just rarely visit alone cinema.. but still i was outside from must than want but...