Post number #690192, ID: f1baf1
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Sometimes I suddenly become very childish and playful and I want cute stuffed animals and I start getting uncomfortable when I see very dark or serious stuff or things like that.
I like hiding under my blanket and I think about weird things and I don't like to think about all the bad things because they don't make me happy.
When I'm like this I feel a lot more happy and but sometimes I get scared and emotional.
I'm like that right now and I think maybe that means I'm a little.
Post number #690211, ID: ac7a24
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You're a little cute
Post number #690214, ID: 248048
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A little teapot
Post number #690223, ID: f1baf1
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>>690211>>690214 Thanks :)
I'm out of it now. I talked to someone who knows a lot about it, and I was right. I guess my brain decided I needed a new coping mechanism.
It was kind of nice. Like a break from my life almost. I don't want to imagine what would happen if I get like this at school or something though.
While like that I was looking at homemade Pokémon plushies and saw one that was multiple Pokémon sewn together and just that made me scared. Being at school? Fuck that.
Post number #690266, ID: 66548c
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I kind of miss it to be honest. It only lasted 1-2 hours, but, I haven't felt such genuine happiness in so long. I've never felt that sort of genuine fear either.
I understand why the brain does this now. I'm kind of scared of this becoming a regular occurrence, but, I kind of hope it does. I needed it.
Post number #690386, ID: 22c70e
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I have the same thing. I hide under blankets and don't want anyone to touch me unless it's someone specific who would lull and pat me.
Post number #690404, ID: fc05e7
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>>690386 Aw, yeah. It was really nice. I hope it happens more, but preferably just at home.
Post number #690493, ID: 685512
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I think this might just have become part of my life now. I was like that almost for an hour now, just kinda suddenly. Not as strong as yesterday. Well, I don't think so at least. It was kind of nice though, and kind of weird. This is all weird.
Post number #690496, ID: 685512
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It's kind of scary that I made this thread while I was in that state though. I don't want to be on danger/u/ when I'm like that.
Post number #690599, ID: 66548c
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So, I tried and succeeded at intentionally putting myself in that state. This shit is trippy, but it could be a benefit in some ways. I love psychology, so this is really fascinating for me even though it directly affects me.
Post number #690694, ID: 44dbfa
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oh dayum you have chronic cuteness (|||゚д゚)
Post number #690719, ID: da0d04
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>>690694 Aw! Thanks :)
Post number #690720, ID: 642642
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This sounds alot like regression which I remember from frued from my HS basic psychology class.
Post number #690721, ID: da0d04
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>>690720 Yeah, it is. "Little space" and age regression are the same thing. I think the reason I said "little" in the title and not age regression is because, well, I was little.
Post number #690726, ID: da0d04
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Oh! Also, I just talked to my therapist about it, and, yeah. So now it is confirmed even though I understand what it was from the start. He's gonna tell my school that I sometimes might need a room alone, so if it happens at school I can get to be alone in a room and cuddle with my plushies and stuff until it's over.
Post number #690732, ID: beb97b
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Isn't little a sexual thing? I think that what you're looking for is age regression
Post number #690740, ID: da0d04
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>>690732 No. Little can be a sexual thing but but it's not always. There are different types to put it that way, and is I just said above this type is age regression, and the reason I didn't say age regression is because I was little when I made this thread.
Post number #690760, ID: da0d04
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Well, it happened again. I think I just have to accept this as part of my daily routine now, which, ay. Maybe it's good. I've already given her a name and stuff, even though it's not a different person.
>>690740 Also, I apologize for the typos. I was tired and I was also starting to regress.
Post number #690941, ID: 66548c
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I think I'm gonna lose friends because of this. I'm kinda sad. I don't like this.
Post number #691213, ID: 66548c
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Since this is basically a ranting thread from me, I'll just continue ranting in it.
>>690941 I take this back. It's gonna be alright. Both them and I just need time to adapt.
I also spent money on her. The second time I regressed I remember that she wanted Mario Odyssey, so, I bought it yesterday to play it when I'm little. It was pretty expensive for me, but since there are no proper stores to buy plushies in here I felt like it was only fair. Well, fair, to, myself?
Post number #691307, ID: 66548c
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I have an online friend who's a therapist who mentioned the possibility of DID, which I've been thinking a little about myself. It does seem unlikely though. It's probably just age regression due to intense stress on top of being mentally ill and just generally struggling.
Also, I've regressed at least once a day since it started happening.
Post number #691308, ID: dca2d4
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I think i might be a little drunk and I haven't a shift tomorrow But i love you all
Post number #691309, ID: dca2d4
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*i haveca shoft tonorrow Stupid t9
Post number #691312, ID: 66548c
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>>691308>>691309 Uh, I, huh. I didn't think anyone was gonna post here, but, I love you too :)
Post number #691667, ID: 467b35
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So, today was kind of interesting with this. I almost regressed multiple times but didn't, so I decided to try out voluntary regression again.
It was, weird. She was very confused about if she was me or her or both, even though it was mostly her, though there were periods where I was both myself and her at the same time. It was very strange to both think and feel and all that shit like how I normally do, but also how she does it, basically simultaneously. It was strange.
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| Sometimes I suddenly become very childish and playful and I want cute stuffed animals and I start getting uncomfortable when I see very dark or serious stuff or things like that.
I like hiding under my blanket and I think about weird things and I don't like to think about all the bad things because they don't make me happy.
When I'm like this I feel a lot more happy and but sometimes I get scared and emotional.
I'm like that right now and I think maybe that means I'm a little.