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a failure of a friend
| I bolted when there was absolutely no attention(anytime really), as I went down the stair well me legs went all wobbly and breathing was a bit difficult, and just been feeling like shit since I left unconsciously after someone went out of their way to invite me to something and I throw it back in their face. I've apologised in a message to them but I don't know if that's enough.
Not looking for anything, just needed a place to vent and be called a faggot for how shitty I've been.
| *ungraciously
| *my legs went
| Jesus Christ I'm retarded
| Hey man, you came. That's good enough I think. I'm sure your friend wouldn't you leaving if staying makes you uncomfortable.
| *wouldn't mind that you leave
| Yeah, the apology/explanation is important but it's not a huge deal. I'm sure they feel the same way, which really means neither of you should (says someone who can't practice that advice but still)
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| A friendo invited me to their housewarming gathering, I was the first to show up, gotta be punctually autistic, but a few others who I've never met before showed up not long after, since it was just 5 more people all engaged in one conversation I could "handle" it, I specifically wasn't drinking around new people in case I said anything, but as more people started to show up, groups and their dynamics changed often and that's when even more anxiety kicked in.