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| "I've been trying to figure out why my brain is so fucked" being depressive and suicidal arent hereditary. If he was schizophrenic or bipolar then yea.
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| So I just found out that my dad didn’t just randomly die in his sleep, he killed himself by od. Apparently he had a lot of mental health issues that I was never told about. I’m so angry at my family bc I’ve been trying to figure out why my brain is so fucked up, and the cause ends up being something they knew about. And my mom still bitches at me for “being lazy” and when I’m having a depressive episode and being suicidal like my dad... geez I wonder why he killed himself lol