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The God of Luck and Depression
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I'd also like to add how I live in a country that has so much good shit. Basically free healthcare, free high-quality education, good economy, stuff like that. But it also has high dropout rates, a lot of people with mental issues and shit like that, which I guess is the price.
I also go to therapy. We have great therapists here, and just like physical healthcare it's essentially free, but the one time I got suicidal I didn't notice early enough and didn't get help.
| Everything in my life is just really good luck, balanced out my depression, and I don't even know if that price is worth it.
Another example would be that I'm naturally really creative and good at stuff like writing and designing stuff, but because of my mental state I never have the motivation to finish any of my creative projects.
I'm also naturally good at video games and have the money and time to play them a lot, but I always get too melancholic to play them at all.
| It's like a monkey's paw has been implanted in me, but I don't even have to wish for things.
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| If there are gods, and if different gods choose different people, that is the one that has claimed me.
I am extremely lucky. Both in terms of simple stuff like RNG in games, to stuff like where I am in life and the incredible people around me, to stuff like how I've gotten hit by a car and similar and come out of it mort or less fine.
But I also get constantly pulled down by mental problems, my conditions, some other stuff I won't mention.
I get luck but I pay in depression.