Post number #671939, ID: 0b069d
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My life events up to this point were just an array of abuse, physically and psychologically violent.
Today some one I was attracted to, told me they have no more sexual interest anymore in anyone. So far the people I've been involved in intimately or had interest in, turned out to lose sexual interest or I found out they were Asexual or decided to transition, which made me lose sexual interest in them.
I feel like god is mocking me.
Post number #671940, ID: 19422e
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Well... Bad to be you. /thread
Post number #671941, ID: 0b069d
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More power to people doing what they love and what makes them feel most themselves, and I respect that.
But fuck, if I don't feel lonely. It's like anyone I come in contact becomes incompatible with me.
I'm not even ugly and people tend to stick with me for aesthetic reasons, but somehow veing sexual seems to be just not work at all.
Post number #671943, ID: 0b069d
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>>671941 sleep deprived, don't mind typos...
Post number #671944, ID: 19422e
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Don't be very tolerant and only people with normal orientation will stay with you.
Post number #671945, ID: 19422e
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>>671942 When true become rude?
Post number #671946, ID: 0b069d
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>>671945 have you any examples of where some one posted a descriptively unpleasant experience and you thought "god I wish that were me"?
Post number #671949, ID: 19422e
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>>671946 I didn't get meaning of what you wrote. Can you write it in other way.
Post number #671951, ID: 19422e
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>>671941 If people like to kill other people, do you still wish them more power?
Post number #671955, ID: ee1208
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I imagine life sucks but im sure it could be worse (not to downplay your suffering)
Nonetheless im sure things will get better if u give time, they always do
Seek help is the best advice i can give in terms of abuse or mental struggle
God bless
Post number #671957, ID: 0b069d
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>>671949 You're stating the obvious, captain.
I'll get over it. Just ranting to get it out of my head. Appreciate the kind words.
Post number #671958, ID: 19422e
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>>671957 Why autistic? You wrote "More power to people doing what they love and what makes them feel most themselves, and I respect that." I ask obvious question.
Post number #672069, ID: 00ea4a
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>>671941 I don't mean to be rude, but are you sure you are not ugly? Because it sounds like the people you are talking to are using excuses to not be romantically involved with you...
Post number #672080, ID: 0b069d
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>>672069 I'm sure. They did actually transition. I still know them. Hrt and changed to different gendered names.
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| My life events up to this point were just an array of abuse, physically and psychologically violent.
Today some one I was attracted to, told me they have no more sexual interest anymore in anyone. So far the people I've been involved in intimately or had interest in, turned out to lose sexual interest or I found out they were Asexual or decided to transition, which made me lose sexual interest in them.
I feel like god is mocking me.