This thread is permanently archived
Sleep doesn't exist dude
| Been like this for so long man. Sleep just disappeared. It's a sweet memory, but a faulty memory is all that's left of it. It's just gone. It's just fucking gone. At least I've got caffeine, but shit, like, that just ain't it. That's all that gives me energy, and it's slowly disappearing. Caffeine and nikki, but it's not enough, sleep doesn't exist, and this perpetual state of exhausted awareness and occasional waking yet unawareness is grating me.
| sleeping is a waste of time
| >>653650 >>653651
Stop drinking coffee and energy drinks.
Do physical exercise until exhaustion.
Follow a routine with set times.
You will change your life and once again find your way to ᓱᓖᐳ.
| >>653755
I'm way too addicted and depressed for that though! I literally don't functioning without caffeine, like, I can barely do anything and then I get withdrawals and shit. Physical excersise is actually something I've wanted to get into for a while, but when I'm home I just get too lazy. It would need to be at the gym or something with a friend, and that's not possible right now. I have lost all sense of routine except for "wake up, wait 1-3 hours, buy energy drink and smoke".
| I want to find ekawa, but I don't know what the fuck to do. Because the things that lead me to doing this are, like, genuinely deep rooted issues I have and no motivation, slowly going insane in isolation puts me in a state of mind where I'm just way too down to do anything to even attempt changing it. I've tried to quit caffeine many times, sometimes succeeded, and then just gotten addicted to them a few weeks later.
| Don't fool yourself about caffeine and nicotine being your only way to function.
It's pretty normal to not sleep well when under those kinds of stimulants.
I'm not judging you, just saying how I truly feel about what you say, ok.
Next time you're not gonna try, you're gonna do it.
| >>653821
That's easier said than done homie. If you've never been addicted to shit like that of course you'd say that, but it really fucks up your brain. I also have, like, genetically addictive personality etc. It's definitely possible to sleep well even though I'm addicted to shit, but I jus haven't figured out how yet.
| >>653833
Even if I was still addicted to coffee, it wouldn't really matter, as you must know, how it feels is different for everyone...
My own experience would in no way be applicable to you as is.
I'm completely aware it's easier said than done.
Unfortunately, all I have is petty words.
Sry homie :/
| I hope you get some ekawa sooner rather than later, OP...
You can do it (ง •̀_•́)ง
| >>653841
It's alright. Energy drinks is a lot more caffeine though, and nicotine is apparently more addictive than heroin and shit for some people, so, yeah. I wish it was easy for me, because I've tried to quit both at different times and on caffeine I give in after a few weeks, and when it comes to nicotine I gave in after 3-4 days.
>>653852
Thanks. I'm trying, but it hasn't worked so far. It has actually just gotten worse, but, yeah. Thank you :)
This thread is permanently archived
| Sleep definitely isn't real dude. It doesn't exist anymore. It once did, but sleep hasn't been real for a while now. I just lay down at around 5am, lay there, lay there for a while longer, probably for a good hour, you know? Then, like, shit gets all hazy, yeah? Then I just wake up, but I'm not really awake, but I'm not a sleep, and it's just a state of awareness and non-functioning for hours and hours, and no sleep dude. It doesn't exist, I swear!