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Anxiety hits and im really sad rn
| Sprry sorry just updating but yeah i want to throw up rn
| Should i throw up to feel better? Idk if it will help me
| Ahh sorry abt this gurls im a mess rn
| I tried but nothing came up so i feel horrible i just want to sleep in today
| why would you throw up ?
| also fuck it's too late rn, have to go to sleep...
Logged a few minutes of animal crossing today, refreshed my windows (ewww) system to new with an ssd, the rest is garbage specs anyways...
locked out of work, staying home, company closed for now...
kinda chill, making bread and pizza at home, made some thai curry, a cake, got a recipe for some sauce katsudon.
not the shittiest of situations to be honest :D
my hands hurt from washing tho
| Damn. I'm sorry homie. I haven't been feeling the best mentally during this shit either. It's definitely adding onto the usual stress and depression. We can get through this though.
| Play some vidya games
| >>641392 right? My friend who studies psych said that depressive episodes are prone to get triggered if youre stuck in a place where u usually get it. And being stuck at home really sucks. It's suffocating. But u right homie. I'll give u a hug rn if i can but social distancing forbids me so virtual hug it is
| Just kill yourself if you want to die!
Jesus, stupid kids these days.
| >>641403 i know haha but i cant. There are things we want that cant do. My family depends on me right now so i cant. Thanks for the tip, though.
| >>641401
Yeah. I hate being at home. It often puts me in a weird mindset and during regular times home is where I usually feel the worst. I don't have a bad home life per se, but like you said, it feels very suffocating and sometimes just way too repetitive. Like a fucked up cycle.
>>641404
Living for the sake of the people around you is honestly worth it. Forcing people to struggle their entire lives with the loss of someone they care about is extremely fucked up
| >>641366
technically the company's still running, so I have to be paid because I'm under minimum wage, measures were taken to allow this
| >>641408 you can play vidya games. Going to minecraft and exploring is great since i cant do it irl.
With your 2nd point yah i agree. Suicide isnt the answer as much as we want it to be. Do i wanna die? Yes, duh. But i dont want to drag my loved ones' mental health down with me.
| >>641607
I do play vidya, but I'm extroverted. Well, it's kinda weird, because all my mental illnesses and stuff make it so I need time alone, but I also need to be with friends physically to genuinely feel happy and to increase my mood.
| Damn people actually feeling depressed during quarantine huh. I personally don't feel anything since my life has more or less always been like this.
| >>641622 ah i see what u mean. Im more of an introvert tbh and this shouldnt be a big deal for me but being stuck in the house for a month and being alone is making me dangerously critical abt myself. Up to a point where i loathe my own company
| >>641849 i think my life had normally been like this, but since it's smth im forced to do, it makes things worse for some reason
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| 3 weeks in of quarantine and this might be selfish but i wish id just die. What's up? Tell me smth about you (yourself, your day, anything) to get it off my mind.