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bad mental health
| If you don't genuinely intend on getting help, then sorry. You won't get better. You can't just get fixed.
| >>630802
ive genuinely been trying, is the thing. trying this therapy thing now cuz what ive been trying on my own the last few years has not worked. its rude of you to assume or claim that i havent been trying...
| >>630836
It's just that your attitude makes it seem like you've given up, and fuck that. Don't give up. Even if it does never go away trying is still worth it.
| >>630840
i don't like this attitude myself. OP, no one is forcing you to never give up. it should be something you fight for yourself. at the end of the day we are just random peeps sending pixels to each other's computer screens. my point is not "who the fuck are we to tell you how to live" or "give up and live like a blob". i'm just saying it's all about you- your thread, your trouble, your distress. if the therapist aint doing her job then let her go. connect with your real self
| if you're feeling like shite then there's probably a reason. start with this. once you find it (may take some time but you'll get there if you're honest with yourself) you can either cope or address the problem... you're not feeling fucked for no reason, i don't believe that sorry~
coping mechanisms can be surprisingly strong. if i feel a depression spike it's usually because i'm either tired or hungry. now of course you're not me, so other things'll make you feel warm inside
| also if you felt a prang when i said "it's all about you" then you probably need human contact... i know i'd feel stung if someone said this to me when i was reaching out in despair...
so you can hit me up anytime! i'm really not judgemental and you're not gonna be bothering me (i'm a worse case than you lel) i kinda like to talk to people..
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| >>630851
I don't think you really know how mental illness works. "I get depressed when I'm hungry" and not believing that it's possible to feel like shit for no reason make that pretty obvious. I'm not saying you know nothing, but you seem to exclusively know about your situation and put everyone in the same boat. Saying that the reason you don't know "the reason" for it is because you're being dishonest with yourself is kinda fucked up.
| I have been struggling with shit like this for a really long time, and I am as honest as possible. I don't lie about things, I don't hide things, even with myself I am completely honest, and I still have no idea why I've become like this. It's not as easy as you make it out to be, and blaming the person who is ill for not magically knowing everything and not having cured themselves is not okay man. Sorry if I'm overreacting, that just hit me pretty bad.
| >>630859
>you seem to exclusively know about your situation and put everyone in the same boat
and that's why i put a fucking disclaimer there. gander upon >>630851 once-a-fucking-gain.
>Saying that the reason you don't know "the reason" for it is because you're being dishonest with yourself is kinda fucked up.
when did i say anything about dishonesty? never.
so tell me, how helpful have you been to OP?
| if it sounds like ive given up its because at the moment im really low, and i feel like there is no way through this. i havent actually given up but what little hope i have is dangling on a thread.
but like, my friends say that they see im trying, and the rapist says she sees that im trying, so i dont like strangers on the internet who were given no information about me saying that im clearly ill and wont get better because apparently they think im not trying.
| >>630854
i know some of the problem and there is no way to cope around it. i do intend to finally bring it up with the rapist, but it is kind of a safety issue. the other things that should be copeable or figure outable we are trying right now but idk, we are struggling on that.
i severely doubt you are worse than me, but you suggesting that you are makes me curious why you think so and whether our problems might be similar. i cant tox atm, maybe later if i feel up to it.
| >>630861
>you'll get there if you're honest with yourself
Also, I'm not being aggressive, and please don't treat this shit like a competition. Okay? I understand that you want to help and that you're sensitive, but realise that there exists other people than yourself.
>>630870
Safety issue? Therapists can't tell others about what you say and in most cases aren't even allowed to report you for telling them about having committed criminal actions. It should be fine.
| >>630927
thanks. some therapists woikd report this, some will not. i think she wont. i havent done anything illegal but it doesnt really matter to the bad ones. i dont have a concrete game plan but i do have a bag ready with clothes and cash and stuff in case i have to disappear from the world. ill prolly visit friend in another state and see if it blows over. if things go south anyway.
if things dont go south ill be able to safely talk about deeper issues with her! thatll be nice
| >>630859
You won't listen to me, OP, but>>80f141 is right, and>>630851 is very-very true.
And don't tell me I don't know anything about mental illnesses.
I was in the Asylum twice, visited psychiatrists countless times, took AD and other kinds of prescription drugs.
So, I'm telling this from my personal experience. And "you won't listen" part too. Bc I didn't.
Anyways, take care.
Peace.
| >>630936
Oh, well at least you have a plan. I kinda did the same (I'm low-key pedo) so it was a pretty damn big gamble. It worked out really well though, and I found out that most therapist are just nice and want to help. I wish you the best of luck though! I hope you don't have to resort to running away.
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| im doing really bad. i dont know what to do and i dont know if theres anything i can do. to make things better, i mean. i started seeing a therapist but im starting to feel like even she cant help me figure this out. im trying. i want to be well. but ill probably go my whole life like this. suicide has been an appealing option.
i dont think anything can be done about it so its not worth going into details. you cant help me either. i just felt like saying this out loud.