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how to deal with utter despair
| also perhaps how to apologise so that she'll accept? I am really desperate..
| wtf did you do
| Blame her for destroying your mind with those words
| Ask her what you did to violate her trust, and if there is anything to correct it.
If this upsets her, and she gives no course of action...
Ya done goofed, best to avoid doing too much. Ask no favors, give her some space, and try to make it up to her when things have cooled down.
| Damn. I don't really know man. That sounds fucking soul crushing, but also, the fuck did you do?
| Focus on that one light, that goal of working hard to be a better person.
| I know what I did wrong. the only thing is she seems like shes not going to forgive me.
| well I guess she's now calmed down more. I'm just not gonna deal with it yet tho
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| Today i screwed up bad. I won't get in onto to details. The point is, my mother, the only person who i think truly cares about me and about the only reason for living has told me she no longer loves me trust me, there is only thing I can prove that a good person is something i have to work hard for. I am willing to do so, but meanwhile, how to deal the crushing feeling of being so bad you can't even put it into words and feeling like crying every moment of the day ?