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Suicide
| I just got really tired and ultimately bored.I don't really have anything I really enjoy doing, except reading (but I dropp every book really fast)so I spend my free time scrolling my feed or reading some book that I will drop within 200 pages.
I know nobody gives a fuck,so I'll ask a question, what are your thoughts on SUICIDE?
Just now I was laying in a bath and looking at my razor remembering when in the book Geralt chose to die by slicing his veins while taking a very hot bath.
| Suicide is proof you are too weak to keep on living, and I'll be fucking damned to walk the 9 circles of hell for all eternity if I succumb to such weakness.
| Religion is for boomers
LOL got "faith" in the capcha
| I thought a lot about suicide. There were even attempts... And then I saw how it affected my parents and friends. They began to worry about me. In the end, I decided that this was the worst option. Later, I lived an unremarkable life for six months. But everything changed after the summer. I realized that I could feel truly alive. And I continue to try to live in pleasure. I know what I want to achieve and what I want to learn. And it gives me reasons to live
| Remember: If you commit suicide you don't end the misery. You only move it over to the people who love you, like your mother and your siblings.
| Personally, I couldn't care less for how my mother would feel about my suicide as she is part of what makes me feel suicidal as it is and she's too dumb to realize any of it.
Don't suicide, not because someone might be sad, but because you'll die anyway. There's a slim chance you'll have something good in your life yet.
| >>611732
Grow up. If you blame your mother for your suicidal thoughts it's time to stop leeching off of her and move out of her basement and build your own life.
Or if you're less than 18 years old you get a free pass for acting immature since you actually are. But then you'd be an idiot for contemplating suicide in the first place considering you haven't even grown enough to understand life on your own.
| I don't like it. People seem to thing that suicide is some sort of release or rest. It's not. You just die. You won't feel satisfaction. You won't feel nothing. You'll end your life feeling miserable. That will be your last state of mind.
It's also so fucking unfair to the people who love you. Even if you feel like people don't care about you, they do, and you're a piece of shit if you're so selfish that you'll make them suffer just because you're so dumb you kill yourself.
| I know that the people who commit suicide do it because they are so mentally ill that they view it as the only option, but for the ones who are contemplating and haven't set in stone their plans to do it, it really isn't worth it.
Think if it this way. When you end it, you'll never be able to think or feel emotions, so why not hang on in hopes that you will feel positive emotions at least a few times before you inevitably can't feel anymore? The pain is worth those few moments.
| >>611721 kill yourself or GTFO.
Do you retards think it's cool to be depressed? There's always one retard posting about suicide and never actually doing it.
People who kill themselves dont fuck around. They just do it.
| ill probably end my life by suicide even though ive put a lot of energy into telling others not to end theirs. and have even begged them not to. dont listen to this fucking hypocrate
| G/u/rls why are we all so miserable
| >>611785 I think that's because of our life choices. Karma is hitting back, should've been better earlier
| I actually thought about it a lot as well. And my life is actually ok, nothing TOO bad happened. Don't knos shy this happens. Maybe it's because ,I just can't find a place for myself in the world.
Anyway, I don't think I'm gonna kill myself for real. I'm a pussy. And I also don't wanna die a virgin.
| only squares commit suicide, you don't wanna be a square do ya?
| Suicide is rational considering life is an overwhelmingly negative experience, you dont even need a disease to recognise it. You might think that everything will somehow magically improve but that is just how your brain is wired, you are a disposable machine for your genes to reproduce themselves regardless of your suffering.
How can your family be good if they imposed the "gift" of life on you in the first place?
| Well, as a person who was on the edge of suicide for years (not that much anymore now), I can testify that the usual "grow up talk" does not help. Imagine if you are depressed and giving up on everything but there is a gurl with better life that say "just get over it" or "grow up". It felt like a stomp when you are down. It was not a solution, if I could get over it, I would have done it already.
| On the other hand, people being overly kind and accomodating also did not help. They would usually say "it gets better" or "I understand"; basically it felt like they are just saying whatever to stop me from being suicidal. It did not help and came off as insincere
Really, the best would just give me some alone time, or a hug. Alternatively, maybe get another suicidal person to talk to me, it will end up as double suicide or both feeling better.
| I will die by suicide. I cared for two relatives on theirs deathbeds, one of them had dementia and suicidal tendencies. I'm pretty much broken after this, and suicide is a common cause of death in our family anyway.
And I don't get the "don't shift the sorrow" argument. I'm gonna be dead.
| >>611818
This. Just a bit of casual support is what's needed. Don't try to tell me bland shit like that. If you really do care, give me alone time and show that you care by just being a generally nice person. I don't want you to pretend to be a therapist and telling me that kind of shit. Just give me a hug or help me when I need it the most.
| >>611733 Unfortunately, I'm older. I never said I blame my mother, I only hinted that she is contributing to it. I will move out when I'll have enough money to buy my own place. Go to hell.
| >>611862
Hinted? You flat out stated she's part of the reason why you want to commit suicide. That's not a hint. That's blame. At least stand by your words, bosnian kid.
| >>611862
If you're over the age of 18 and your mother supports you she's doing it out of love. She has no obligation to pay for your ungrateful ass.
Seriously, grow up and stop trash talking her wtf.
| >>611868
Man. Gotta love privileged pieces of shit who have never experienced anything fucking bad. Grow up is also such a dumb thing to say to people. You're the one who's too immature to not realise how damaging to your mental health a bad parent can be.
| >>611873
I'm not disputing anything of the sort so stop it with the strawmen. Read my post again and dwell on it this time.
Mature people don't leech of off people they supposedly hate and they certainly don't engage in trash talk behind people's backs. Especially about the people who spends their time and energy to fucking support you.
Why the fuck do you think his mother lets him stay at home for free? Use your mind and think a little.
| >>611873
Living rent free and having a parent cook and probably clean for you despite you being of age to move out, now THAT is a privilege.
| I am sure we all had childhood occupation dreams when we were younger. As for OP, "When I grow up, I want to [commit suicide]." Right, OP?
| >>611933
People aren't always in a position where they can just move out whenever they want. If it's controlling parents, they're not finished with school, don't have a job etc. There's a lot of reasons why someone would stay in the house of a parent who makes them want to genuinely die. The mother isn't necessarily a nice person just because she lets him stay there, and staying in that house is most likely not a choice from their side. Nothing is ever that black and white.
| I don't know where they live, but at least in my country it's completely normal to live with your parents even after you're 18 because you have yet to finish school, which most people here aren't done with until they're 18 or older. They don't necessarily want to live with their parents and the parents don't necessarily want them living there. That's pretty fucking common. But they both just have to wait it out until the kid is finished with their education and can get a job.
| >>611965 this.
And also, wtf guys, you really never experienced or heard about that? Even if parents do let you live with them, feed you, sometimes support you it can be really unhealthy for the child(ren). Parents can love their child, however, their love sometimes take a really fucked up form where they lie both to themselves and the kids
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>>612031 >>612019 >>611966
Thank you, guys.
Rest of you, - you wll never understand me, yet you are not wrong, I always have the option to live in the streets and still haven't taken it. I will likely die there and I probably should, being a piece of shit I am. Looking back, I'm sorry you had to hear me bad-mouth my mother, most people would be disgusted I imagine, that's only natural.
| >>612244
Bro, don't be like that. Disgusted because you're bad mouthing your mother? There's literally just one person here who is complaining about that and I'd assume that's because of some personal issues between him and his parents. Honestly, I don't see the point in putting parents on a pedestal. If they're good parents, then fuck yeah. They deserve all the praise and appreciation you can possibly give them, but bad parents are the reason why the world is fucked up. No joke.
| i don't enjoy anything anymore
| Imo some people struggle for so long without relief that suicide is understandable. It's comparable to living with chronic pain, if the treatments don't work and you're constantly suffering, why keep hurting? It's your body and your life. But it is foolish to leave life before trying to better yourself first. Try therapy, try meds. If it doesn't work at least you know
| >>612259
There are tons of other things to try too. There are a lot of different things you can do to maybe not overcome it but at least handle it better and be able to live through the struggle. I do understand why some people end themselves, but it's just really sad and there are always things worth living for. You just gotta find them.
| >>612267
While there may be things worth living for, some people lack the ability to enjoy those things and live for them. Not everyone is capable of getting better, and even if it isn't a happy ending being able to choose suicide is more dignified imo that suffering all your life
| >>612293
That first part is sadly true, though I have to disagree with the last part. There's nothing dignified about suicide. You won't know if the suffering will last all your life, which is why holding on to see if it might get better is a much superior option to suicide, even if you'll feel ruined for years. The first part is true though. There are sadly people who loose the ability to ever feel any sort of joy and who therefore give up. It's very sad.
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| I usually think that suicide is not rational, that even if everything seems bad, something may happen and your situation will improve. That i am a lucky person to have such a good family, so suicide is not an option. It was like a last resort for me,like if I was diagnosed with some kind of deadly disease that gives me unimaginable pains.
But I was thinking about it more often lately. Like, I don't really have some fucked up story that made me depressed or anything like that.