Post number #611631, ID: 3e27b1
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Im so tired of wanting to scream all the time but being to tired to do it, i feel tired all the time but like in a way where it doesnt mater im just awake or asleep and theres no significant difference anymore. I have this emotion that feels like wanting to fight myself, grabbing myself and watching my eyes scream while i smash my own face on the floor like the videos you see of crash test dummies hitting the steering wheel after colliding with a brick wall at 80mph
Post number #611632, ID: 3e27b1
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...while also not having the energy to anything but sit idly by my computer trying to think of stuff to do other than masturbate again because its just boring at this point but i cant find any games or books to hold my attention for more than a few hours at best before i just decide to go to bed and wait until the next morning when i can drink as much coffee as i can stomach and work until someone tells me to take a break
Post number #611636, ID: ebec19
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That hits really close to home. I'm sorry
Post number #611666, ID: 7addf9
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>>611631 I get you. Are you depressed? Have you ever done therapy or been on antidepressants? It's not going to fix the situation you are in, but when you want to change, it can help you to be able to...
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| Im so tired of wanting to scream all the time but being to tired to do it, i feel tired all the time but like in a way where it doesnt mater im just awake or asleep and theres no significant difference anymore. I have this emotion that feels like wanting to fight myself, grabbing myself and watching my eyes scream while i smash my own face on the floor like the videos you see of crash test dummies hitting the steering wheel after colliding with a brick wall at 80mph