Post number #603865, ID: 7a31cb
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Well I will be first.
I had a friend...
I met her in my last summer camp for my life. She was just nice and sweet I really got along with her After the summer camp my partner left me and she(SummerCampGirl) helped me a lot simply by being with me, she have a boyfrind (he live in another town, so he can come only in sunday) but I didn't pretend to be in his place.
Post number #603866, ID: 7a31cb
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So after some time, she started to disapear time to time... It was really sad for me... it was repeated more often... last time was 2 weeks ago and we didn't chat from this time... And today at morning (or night) she blocked me... so I messaged her... and there is no respons... She is the last one with whom it was comfortable for me... And like for next 4 years I will be studing in one stupid group with retards...
I am really sad and as it shows internet test - I am depressed
Post number #603867, ID: 7a31cb
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fuck captcha
Post number #603872, ID: d21657
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kys.
Post number #603874, ID: 7a31cb
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Well its looks like its the only one thing I have to do
Post number #603902, ID: 79b991
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I'm sorry. That's really sad. Loneliness is one of the hardest things in life. I do not recommend suicide, self harm or any sort of substances though. Staying alive and healthy will give you a lot more opportunities in the future to become happy again.
Post number #603907, ID: 4c7f81
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I am typical introvert and just can't go on partys and other that stuff... I found happyness in people, and I am really strick in choising wich one I would like to talk and spend time. Even if I stil alive after that 4 yeasr will pass, I just have no chance too meet someone whom will be nice...
Post number #603908, ID: 4c7f81
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Even being with other 2 peple is hard for me
Post number #603911, ID: 79b991
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>>603907 That's just your depression talking, and very far from the truth. "Stop being negative" is a fucked up phrase, but there is some truth to it. If you stay alive and keep on going even if it's absolutely miserable, I can actually guarantee that you will find someone that brings happiness into your life.
Post number #603928, ID: 4c7f81
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Actually I forgot about one thing - My country is compulsory military draft (or how it named) and i have one big problem with spine - I can't do much phisic actions and the worst part is doctors don't want give me premision to pass it without spending year in complitely hell.
Post number #604000, ID: b11219
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>>603928 That is not a valid reason for suicide, but I feel you. Personally I have some problems with my arms and legs, so something like that would probably leave me unable to walk and lift anything. I'm sorry you will have to go through that, but it's still better than loosing your ability to feel.
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| Well I will be first.
I had a friend...
I met her in my last summer camp for my life. She was just nice and sweet I really got along with her
After the summer camp my partner left me and she(SummerCampGirl) helped me a lot simply by being with me, she have a boyfrind (he live in another town, so he can come only in sunday) but I didn't pretend to be in his place.