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"Woke" moments
| had one of those moments where it's like
>finish taking a massive shit
>sit for a bit more while my soul takes a sec to regain some energy
>get up slowly
>take a long look at the crap
>"holy shit, *i* did this?"
and then you kinda alienate that into "this was entirely transformed inside of me" and then eventually into "i exist"
people think existential shits are a meme but the bigger they are, the more you're likely to start thinking about it long and hard
| Are you saying you aren't *constantly* being overwhelmed by the state of the world and your place in it?
| I just call everyone faggots and go on with my life, thinking too much leads me to depressing conclusions every time so I decided to just be mindless and happy
| I found out I'm low-key schizophrenic and most likely on the psychopath spectrum. It explained a lot when it comes to how fucked my mind is and my lack of emotion. Haven't gotten a proper diagnosis yet though, but yeah, that's probably my most insightful discovery about myself in recent times.
| >>584129
Well, it probably isn't. I'm just fucking delusional, see fucked up images in my head, occasionally feel like an evil version of me is walking around my house intending to kill me and for periods of time feel like everything around me is a movie set and the "real world" doesn't exist and have a lot less emotions than the people around me. It probably isn't schizophrenia, but it doesn't seem dissimilar. Point is that it was eye-opening to find out.
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| Did you ever encounter a moment of sudden realisation that you are you? Like, reloading of your inner self.
Last time it happened to me when i was walking down the street.
When i am thinking about it. Can it be some bug in the matrix? Or am i just halucinating?
This happened to me so many times. Every time i feel myself insingificant and small (not to other people, but in General). And i have a lot of dejavu moments also.