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| Did y'all ever felt like almost nobody takes you seriously at least one fucking time? I mean, it's a shitty sensation when you feel like you're the worst and/or less reliable option for everything and most of the people treat you like a child or a mentally disabled person most of the time

It feels like a chunk of your lifetime being fucking thrown away


| Well I for one, know it's actually fine to consider me a kid.
I'm really childlike. Also I'm easy to fluster, so it's fun to tease me.
If I talk seriously, people start off like they're talking to a kid. What I mean by that is : instantly assuming I don't know what I'm talking about.
They often think I'm wrong off the bat. You know, they laugh it off like I'm just talking nonsense.
Sometimes it takes them weeks to realise they're wrong.
They even expect me to rub it in their face.


| And I don't, because I'd be a sad excuse for a human being.
I don't mean I'm always right.
But when (and if) I open my damn mouth to contradict someone, it's because I have knowledge of the matter. Not just because I want to be right or some kind of game.
Usually, they feel absolutely shitty afterwards, and then I feel shitty too, and we stop talking.


| Don't sweat it OP, you don't have to take them seriously too.


| OP, you seem to have terrible views of a child or a mentally disabled person. Everyone should be treated equal. You should reform yourself.


| I know that feeling OP, I usually turn it into productive anger and work hard to prove myself that I'm worthy and capable.


| Man I'm feeling that pretty bad right now. :(
I've lost focus and energy while my outgoing social attitude is more of a front. The truth is I'd much rather stay at home without anyone asking me to go out.


| I feel you OP. Sometimes I suggest a solution to a problem and everyone just ignores me like I'm background noise, few minutes later somebody suggests exactly the same thing and they all agree. I try to stay home and never involve myself socially. Couple of students in cafeteria once tried to step in for me being left out and that actually felt bad. Only pitied by someone did I truly feel miserable. I ran away and ended up crying a fair bit, avoiding unwanted attention.


| Most of my life feels like it's thrown away, but I learned to stopped caring long ago. If you have any meaningful relationships take sustenance in those instead.


| OP if i was there we'd have lots of fun together

perhaps you even live nearby who knows

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