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| Why are you even caring about God, if he made your life such a mess?
Also have you ever tried solving your problem? There's probably some way to improve your situation
| >>559593 what's going on OP? I don't think there's an answer to your question, but there are probably answers to your misery that don't involve suicide...
| I hate myself. I hate everyone irl. I'm incapable of doing anything myself because I'm a mentally ill waste of space. I don't enjoy anything. I will never enjoy anything because this world is so fucking ass. I'm literally not fit to be alive. I'm a failure as a human being. I should never have been born but I was and I was raised like shit and now I am shit. I had faith in God that my life would eventually get better but it wont. it never did get better and it never will.
| >>559603
yeah everyone sucks.
and i'm not going to tell you that you're not worthless because maybe you are.
but what's wrong with being worthless?
i think it's OK to be worthless. who the fuck cares?
and yeah, perhaps god exists but if that's the case then it doesn't exist in a way or form we can comprehend. the 'god of the scriptures' is most definitely fake. i don't seriously think it's just a human-like superintelligence.
| how about you let everyone in their own shite and run away? run for the fucking mountains OP! leave! live out your life in the jungles of Sri Lanka! leave society behind!
perhaps they're the only problem here...
| Society IS a fucking problem no doubt
But if you still want to suicide at least do it in an epic awesome way like that Chinese emperor that made a rocket chair to go to the moon, he didn't want to die but the way he did was one of the most awesome ways ever
| could I buy you then op?
| if you don't want your life then give it to someone
become a slave
| >>559636
it's funny you mention that because I've actually had that fantasy ever since I was a child. Most likely not going to happen though
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| If I kill myself will I still be able to go to heaven. I really don't enjoy life. I never will. I hate myself. I hate everyone. If I didn't believe in God I'd be dead so so so much longer ago. I'm literally just living for him but I'm at my limit now.