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I want to let my madness and insanity to consume my mind
| >>559241 I'm just tired of thinking but I'm also tired of feeling
I want to forget responsibilities and rules at least for a day and just buck wild
J wasted my high school years just studying and the responsibilities of an adult stop me from doing the fun things I skipped back then, I wish I didn't waste the true years of freedom to become a boring worker with no friends or social life always too tired to go out on weekends
I want to screw society and do fun shit
| >>559249
You can still do fun shit d/u/de. Idk the details of your situation, but a lot of people have those regrets and turn out happy in the end. You aren't doomed to a boring life just yet =)
| >>559249 I know the feeling. Just spin off one week after another, the only nice thing is that it seems like I get paid faster (bi-weekly, but I catch myself wondering if it's this week or the next, and pleasantly surprised to find that it's the former).
https://genius.com/amp/Pink-floyd-time-lyrics
You talk about feeling, but are you sure you're feeling? It doesn't have to be madness to follow your instincts. You're trying to tell yourself something, but afraid of what it is.
| >>559330 the only feeling I have lately is fear of making mistakes, other feelings have guided me to failure one too many times... :(
Maybe I'm like this because my birthday is approaching and I feel like I've accomplished nothing in my life
| >>559335 well feel the anxiety, the worry, but then let it go. Yes, it's your birthday, but that is just another day. You're you right now, nothing more, nothing less. Accept what you are now and don't focus on what you aren't. If things are bad now, get help. Ask for help, go to therapy, the gym etc. So much hinges on how you perceive the world and your place in it. You can change that.
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| But both reason and feelings agree that it's a bad idea, but it's getting harder and harder to not succumb to the alluring sensation of not thinking and not feeling, just being completely random and doing nonsensical shit guided by the rule of the fastest reaction