Post number #536030, ID: 76c332
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Please don't say me that i don't have do it. I can't change it. I was cutting around humerus, but there i have a lot wunds and i'm afraid going over them. My new "spot" is forearm but i want change it or know where are/aren't movement/blood nerves. My hand is skinny and i'm also bad at anatomy. I don't want die by over-blood or lost movement of hand forever. I want just get over thoughts, and little blood flow around my hands with combined pain calmful me.
Post number #536031, ID: 76c332
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I don't want be judged.. i know i'm bad person.
Post number #536036, ID: 0b1476
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I don't know why people who want to hurt themselves always need to spill blood and to risk their limbs.
Post number #536043, ID: 76c332
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Its not like they want to. Its more like instant solution of psychic problem by psychotic way.. it's bad and always feel judgeful after it.. but it helps at the moment. I don't recommend it no one. Its kinda addictive and dangerous. And will cause more problems.
Post number #536044, ID: 76c332
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I want to stop, but i can't.
Post number #536061, ID: 364f85
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I honestly just got tired of doing it because the catharsis of damaging this disgusting misshapen body I hate was far too little compared to how much it hurt to cut, and I'm squeamish and just burned out. I never did it on my forearms or anywhere anyone could see normally but I still regret doing it on my upper arms and shoulders because younger me didnt realize how much clothing I could never wear... Should've done my thighs but... Oh well
Post number #536081, ID: 438f2e
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how bout you go for a run instead
hurt yourself through exercise
inject all your angst into a big ole fukken sprint!
Post number #536082, ID: 1558e7
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>>536081 ps. scream while you sprint. this has solved many issues for me
Post number #536083, ID: 7630ae
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Get an aggressive cat
Post number #536096, ID: 88f63b
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>>7630ae aggressive redundant. get any cat, period. just make sure it doesn't have rabies or anything
Post number #536251, ID: 76c332
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I wish cat.. really a lot.. but i can't ;-; my family decided to have dog.. and i have fear from dogs.
I'm shy to scream.. and feel too bad to run outside.. but thank you that you are trying get over my sh.. but i guess you can't change it. I must change my mind first..
Post number #536265, ID: a175b0
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If u want to get hurt, Just call me I can punch the shit outta u for free
Post number #536269, ID: f28afd
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Did you try burning yourself? Try first just holding something metal in flame (lighter is ok) then press it against your skin. The most sensitive part you can use is your inner side of your arm close to elbow.
Post number #536273, ID: 4d442a
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>>536030 take a knife and rub it with your arm.
Post number #536279, ID: e8a272
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U can actually stimulate the pain there are specific neurons that you can use some of them are not actually to your arm. You also need some special neuroscience equipment. Which can be found if u are smart. Although i dont know if u are interested i can tell you more.
Post number #536288, ID: 840b88
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If you absolutely need/want to harm yourself, my dead honest advice to simulate the feel of a blade without doing any damage is taking an ice cube, using a towel to hold it in your hand but exposing the other side of it and pressing it into your skin. In my experience I never cut too deep, just enough to draw minimal amounts of blood and feel something. The ice cube felt just like a blade. I eventually stopped because it was no longer helping me and felt pointless.
Post number #536325, ID: b5352b
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I'm afraid of fire.. i can imagine that i will mistakely burn myself..
Ice sounds maybe as good idea. But blood is important part for me. It's almost like dot at the end of sentence. Without it i don't feel calm.
Post number #536371, ID: 61ae14
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Umm you can't safely self harm, being harmed is kind of a defining feature of self harm.
Post number #536470, ID: db127c
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>>536081 I can second this... it's hard to be depressed when you're pushing yourself.
Post number #536492, ID: a2784c
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The knees seem like a good spot nothing happens if you cut too deep
Post number #536550, ID: 96450c
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>>536492 you don't fucking know what cartilage is
Post number #536605, ID: 5db513
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Go to danger/u/
Post number #536630, ID: fcdabb
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Add this to your daily meals: https://www.ashleyfoods.com/Mad-Dog-357-Gold-Edition-Hot-Sauce-1-5oz/
Post number #536639, ID: ca41cc
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Fall in love, they will break your heart and you'll be extremely hurt without the risk of dying directly from what hurt you
Post number #536657, ID: 25cdb8
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The inside of the mouth So long as you don't stab yourself and disinfect your mouth after cutting. You taste the blood, it's not visible except to your dentist, and the pain is more... trilling, different but trilling
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| Please don't say me that i don't have do it. I can't change it. I was cutting around humerus, but there i have a lot wunds and i'm afraid going over them. My new "spot" is forearm but i want change it or know where are/aren't movement/blood nerves. My hand is skinny and i'm also bad at anatomy. I don't want die by over-blood or lost movement of hand forever. I want just get over thoughts, and little blood flow around my hands with combined pain calmful me.