Post number #534572, ID: 6fa2b3
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I've dealt with depression for a long time. I have difficulty believing I can do anything right, and feel useless and pathetic. And in self loathing and apathy, I push people who actually do care about me away and further torture myself in my head for doing so.
With a conversation I had recently, I was suggested to start looking at the good parts of myself, to try liking myself. But frankly, I don't know of or see any good aspects inside myself. I don't even know how to begin.
Post number #534577, ID: 2b791a
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stop caring, it's not about whether you're good or bad, it's about doing whatever you feel like doing as long as it's fulfilling as long as you stay stuck in the self-appreciation scam you're going to suffer
“Do not compare yourself to others. If you do so, you are insulting yourself.”
― Hitler-senpai
Post number #534597, ID: 22bd2d
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Thought it was gonna be a funny, since I misread the title as "licking", turns out it's an F story. Hope everything works out for you, though.
Post number #534617, ID: 310724
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I don't see any good aspects in myself either, but I just don't care! Why should I care? If people judge you, just let them I go through the pains of life (like work) and look forward to the things, I enjoy (my hobbies) You just gotta try to look at the good things, even if they only lie in the future, if you just look at the bad parts, you'll loose motivation and forget about the good stuff
Post number #534618, ID: 310724
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As to friends, I don't have any, I want some, but I've got used to not having any because I destract myself with hobbies
I can't give you tips on finding friends though, since I don't know myself how to find them I guess, you gotta be lucky and find other lonely people
Good Luck
Post number #534641, ID: 704674
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get into astral projection you are not what you see in the mirror you are not human i am not human none of us are we're more than that
Post number #534674, ID: 0f5404
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Tfw you go to mental health evaluation and they keep asking "what are your strengths" or "what do you like about yourself?" And all you can do is shiver and stare blankly as your mind faila to produce any answer at all due to complete self-doubt and shame
I shouldn't have been born, ladies
Post number #534707, ID: 58484c
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>>534618 same thing for me minus hobbies. am i really living? >>534674 the thing is, you came down here because you wanted to. your experiences had an impact on your emotional brain and now you don't like this world anymore, but it's just a dimension
i mean it when i say it: everything will turn out ok in the end, you will be free
Post number #534725, ID: 9d5dfb
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"It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society." - Jiddu Krishnamurti
Post number #534728, ID: 492f0e
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>>534725 hare krishna?
Post number #534751, ID: bff9c9
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Masturbation is the ultimate expression of self love.
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| I've dealt with depression for a long time. I have difficulty believing I can do anything right, and feel useless and pathetic. And in self loathing and apathy, I push people who actually do care about me away and further torture myself in my head for doing so.
With a conversation I had recently, I was suggested to start looking at the good parts of myself, to try liking myself. But frankly, I don't know of or see any good aspects inside myself. I don't even know how to begin.