Post number #533607, ID: 149912
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When I started being depressed, I would often cry for 30 whole minutes until I learned the futility of it.
Nowadays, I would literally have 5 seconds of crying burst then quickly recover to my default emotion.
Why? My body just learned over the course of 2-3 years that there is no more use whatsoever of its biological distress signal.
After a while, no one listens to your cry for help.
You're all alone.
This post is made by the nihilism gang.
Post number #533640, ID: 15f92b
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So it's good then? Your body's learning? When the Depressionball came I can be useless for hours even tho I know it's no good
Post number #534140, ID: 3c0fe9
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>>15f92b same g/u/rl. Despite me knowing I won't get anywhere, part of me doesn't believe it. Honestly, the only reason I'm alive is that my mom was too stubborn to listen to my dad when he told her to get an abortion. He almost choked her to death and she still wanted to have me. Everything is shit, I don't see how she could be so cruel as to deliver me to this trashy existence. I'm so sad.
Post number #534161, ID: 5304b2
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I mean, I don't know any of your backstory and as to why you feel so bad, but assuming, your mother cares about you, don't judge her too hard, she wasn't able to predict that you would end up hating your life
Though if she is a terrible mother, and the cause of your depression, then I take that back In that case, get some help, maybe your life will be better, if you are away from her
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| When I started being depressed, I would often cry for 30 whole minutes until I learned the futility of it.
Nowadays, I would literally have 5 seconds of crying burst then quickly recover to my default emotion.
Why? My body just learned over the course of 2-3 years that there is no more use whatsoever of its biological distress signal.
After a while, no one listens to your cry for help.
You're all alone.
This post is made by the nihilism gang.