This thread is permanently archived
Sorry to bother you
| Dont matter who yøu are, love yourself and please try to understand other people, even if theyre different of you, everyone has they struggle. Sorry for My bad English. But please, try to leave something good in this earth.
Until now i just fucked up people's lifes, but no more, cause i gonna end this shit. I don't deserve to be here, Sorry.
| Mom, i know yøu aint gonna read this but you're a queen and you deserve a better son. Sorry.
| Yo chill bro, call moral help phone or some shit. Life's too beautiful to just give it up like that, it just has its pros and cons.
| There's always time to do good with your life. Even if it's not much good, doing a little will make you feel better. But, if you do kill yourself, you'll never have the chance to atone.
Now that you've realized your mistakes, you're already halfway through fixing them.
>excel flick xhosa
| To add to >>521467
The real terrors in society are the 90% who see the mistakes that they made as 'normal behavior', and then make those mistakes regularly or to make life hard for others. Aka the person you would have become if you were a bad person.
You see the mistakes as mistakes, so you are a good person.
First, take a look at your group of acquaintances/friends. Do they act like you did? Try to find a local event/club that doesn't have people like this.
Continued...
| >>521473 Continued
Why? Because your environment is 70% your behavior.
In the past, your peers probably behaved narcissistically... So you did too. If you go to a club with nice people (check the library or local classifieds), you will end up being nicer in general.
Another tip: try to think of every situation objectively before doing or saying anything. Is it really ok to get mad at the MCD girl about the icecream maker? How would your dad feel if you acted like this?
Continued→
| >>521475 Continued
If you screamed at the girl, how many other crazies screamed at her too? I was in MCD once, and there were 4 people in line. All 4 people freaked out about a dollar of ice cream. There's literally a market across the street with 4$ gallon ice creams.
Last tip: Don't answer this, but are you overweight? Literally getting to a normal BMI makes everyone happier. Go make some friends at the gym, commute by bike 10 miles a day, etc.
| >>521481
Oops 1 more tip: include your dad in every activity. Force him go to the gym with you. It will help if he feels like he can't just die because he has a place that needs him. In an extreme measure, make him join a knitting circle and ask him for a matching sweater set for the family.
That's all I got. Maybe ask a professional psychologist/psychiatrist for help. WebMD will just say you have cancer, but a real person will give real results.
Good luck!
| >>0b253c this may be the best advice I've ever seen on this app. Imagine a healthy life. Imagine who you want to be. Imagine who you want others to see you as. Got it? Great. Now be that person. Make the friends that person has. Do the things that person does. Resist the temptations that person resists. It'll take a bit of effort, sure. Some days you will take a step forwards. Some days you'll take a step or two back. And then one day, you'll realize you're who you wanted to be.
This thread is permanently archived
| I just want to dissapear.
My father tried to kill himself and im struggling to not do the same, or simple dissapear. Ive always been a narcisssist fucked up motherfucker who bullied people.
Maybe i deserve Death, idk why im feeling this way.
Idke whatw i gonna do, but i wanna tell that this place always had been a refuge of the shitty life im having.
Thanks to everyone. Please, don't be an asshole, i never thought that my past actions would affect me like theyre affect now.