Post number #519875, ID: e0792e
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This world is rotten, it gives you things and people and then it takes them from you it treats you good just to give you bad news that will change your life entirely. Its fair though. It gives you pleasures but their are not real. The only thing real its pain and despair
I gotta be honest with you all im just a kid with not so much of a good family, i mean its just a regular family but its being torn apart, not by me but by life (im not talking about death) and i don't want it.
Post number #519876, ID: e0792e
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Im rotten too im so young yet i have self destructive tendencies, i am not honest with myself, i fucking masturbate like three times every day just to feel something "good" and i don't like it
And i want to live alone even if i can't stand it i want to lose everything but i don't want it at the same time, i had a gf and i broke just because i didn't wanted one.
Post number #519877, ID: e0792e
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And i truly don't know what to do with my life and with me and this feeling is horrible it makes you cry, it makes you shiver fuck, i am gonna inherit a lot of responsibilities from my family and i dont want them.
I want to be alone but i don't want to lose everyone. I just everything to stop.
I don't want to be alone
Post number #519960, ID: ed4021
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That's just the nature of an infinite universe. If it was finite we could just have the good things, but alas, we gotta have the bad things as well. As you've experienced, good things eventually turn bad, but on the bright side, bad things will eventually turn to good things as well. It's the cycle of life.
With more experience you'll be able to somewhat control this cycle to limit yourself to mostly good things, but never forget that winter always comes around, so be prepared.
Post number #519961, ID: ad3239
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Who is the 'I' that doesn't like life?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vA_GaXpVA7I
Post number #519974, ID: 41a185
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You gotta take a long walk and a hot bath and maybe meditate a bit.
Post number #520000, ID: e0792e
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Op here yeah i should probably do those things
Post number #520096, ID: 3c1cdc
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Well it gives you something so that's good. It shall give you more yet. It's okay to lose things. Losing things is better than never having anything. You don't stagnate. That makes you stronger. Who am I to say, though, but that's what I think. Masturbating 3 times a day don't sound to healthy to me. When you feel like fapping I'd say go eat a chocolate and read a good book or movie or video game. Make a rule that you only allow yourself fap once a week max. That helps me anyway.
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| This world is rotten, it gives you things and people and then it takes them from you it treats you good just to give you bad news that will change your life entirely. Its fair though. It gives you pleasures but their are not real. The only thing real its pain and despair
I gotta be honest with you all im just a kid with not so much of a good family, i mean its just a regular family but its being torn apart, not by me but by life (im not talking about death) and i don't want it.