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A brief post of a girl who haunts me
| For like half a year I've been dealing with her in my head, an obsession. It's pathetic. On like the 27th or something I decided to message her again and realized she's dull as fuck, somehow just talking to her briefly there has helped for the past few days. Haven't thought about her much at all. It sucks even more cause I have a gf right now. My friend had to snap me out of it cause one night I was just obsessing over this bitch and completely forgot I even had a gf. It's torture.
| There's a lot more to the whole situation but it's unimportant. Really this whole thing is pointless whatever. Just sucks dedicating your life to a girl you deeply love only for her to use you for 5 years and emotionally break you, directly or indirectly. Not being able to sleep, feeling like I'm not ready for my relationship because I'm still haunted by her thought, spending each and every night thinking of her, feeling like crying but unable to for some damned reason. I'm cursed.
| I think things are somewhat getting better. I haven't thought of her the past few days, my gf is helping me not focus on the bitch, I'm distracting myself with games. I thought I'd live with this for the next 5 years. Hopefully it'll be over with sooner than expected. Women hurt.
| Focus on your gf
| >>5b8afe Doing that, trying to at least. Guess it's just a matter of letting time take its course.
| Not wanting to fuck you is emotional abuse? You just sound like the stereotypical "nice guy"
| Just be straight with her. Make your intentions clear once and for all and reclaim your peace of mind.
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| I fell in love with a girl for 5 years, she was my first female interaction, became absolute best friends, every year I'd try to get into a relationship with her. Fast forward 5 years, we got into a fight, I gave up loving and only wanted to fuck and dash pretty much. Felt so used and felt like she never cared. Fucking broke me ye. Did absolutely fucking everything for her and got fuck all in return. Every single night she gets into my head, it's like I'm haunted, cursed.-