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Am I ok?

| Yesterday my grandmother died and I almost feel nothing about it. Is there something wrong with me?


| Dunno. I felt nothing too when my grandmother died. I was 12 and we lived in a same house


| The last time I saw her was a few months ago. I'm 20 right now. But Idk despite feeling almost nothing I feel like I gonna cry like a bitch at the funeral but still I'm so confused with what I feel.


| >>477061
Emptiness ans apathy perhsps?


| >>14d0c5
Not sure man, the last few months I'm constantly being apathic or whatever this word is


| So I dropped like a few tears at the funeral and Im still confused. But it's kinda hard and weird to look at the corpse of a person you once knew.


| What a fucking edgelord


| It this situation, it's not abnormal to not be sad at all about it. Someone who you weren't close or emotionally attached to (which isn't exempt to people you live with) and has lived a long, full life without much reason to continue, there's not much to be sad about. Even if you were close, maybe you still understand that she was old and it's okay that she passed at this point. It may be something that your subconcious mind understands and your concious mind doesn't.


| I felt indifferent when my grandpa died. I cried like a bitch when my dog died.


| >>3e1ac8 dude it's not about being edgy or showing off as an edgy person, it's about me not understanding why I feel the way I feel and that's it

>>bb359b
Well I cried like a bitch when my cat fell out of the window and died but i was 8 or something

>>443e5e
Maybe I just feel uncomfortable because of all these people who are actually sad and I don't know how to act around them, it's weird


| It's normal for some people. Each faces it differently. Sometimes someone's death doesn't feel real and instead seems like the person in question is still alive and living at their house while you live in the other side of town.


| I was afraid to stay in the same room with the corpse alone, Idk why, maybe cuz of the fear of the loving dead idk


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