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i hate myself...
| What are you
| Biologically and visually
| But you identify as or would be extremely pleased by being one?
| Come on telegram
| hm?
| @AkabeTenryu on telegram
| i don't have telegram, sorry...
| i'm sorry
| >>461810
Sorry for what? Our daddy taught us not to be ashamed of our dicks. Especially since they're such good size and all
Just create an account tho
I too wish I could be reborn as a girl
| Ok, so I'd first say that identifying as other gender is a taken as a (mental) identify problem.
I'm also male but I wish I was a trap
Even though this is not my optimal desire of being, I don't allow such thing to cause me depression or even to hate myself.
I also have a friend that is in the same situation as I am, so as we're both males, we be reasonable and try to act according to our genders
| >>461811 what if wanting to be a girl means you are one?
after all, normal guys don't wish to be a girl
| >>461817 it would take me awhile to disprove that but for now please believe me it is not that way how it works
| I thought I wanted to be a girl too, but when I was thinking what my life would be like then, I'd still be as miserable as I'm now, which made me just accept me as I am and to think about what I want to accomplish.
What would your life be like if you woke up tomorrow as a girl?
| I could have been born cis and so many things would have been different it would have saved my life
Now I'm just going to end up another statistic and never experience love or self-acceptance
God I want to cut and hack and rip this body apart so badly but I'm too weak
| So..I'm trans, and I know exactly what op is going through. I have had and still do have a lot of hatred for being born in a male body. I still look at all my flaws and feel super disgusted..but even if you have a male body it doesnt mean you're a male and only ever will be. I've undergone the hormones for a while and it really has made me feel more like myself. It's even lessened the disgust I feel when I look at myself. Point being..you can be who you really are.
| You guys need doctors
| >>461776 I can't say much about the gender thing, but I can say that you are depressed and need to seek help. You have to choose to do it, but you *can* feel better about yourself by healing mentally. It doesn't change everything, but there is more to life than appearance too. You can enjoy life for the good things even though you are having trouble in this area.
| >>461872 you will experience it, i swear
if i could, i'd kiss you right now, because you are beautiful, no matter what
you won't end up a statistic, it'll just be letting those transphobes win...
| >>461882 i feel like it'll be like this forever...
it's unlikely that i'll be able to get hormones/blockers for a long time...
sometime i'd rather taking my chances and kill myself and hope i get reborn as a cis girl or somethimg...
| >>882447 i'll Tell you. i work since i was 12 to help my mom pay the bills. My father is a crack addict and one time he threatened to kill my mother with a knife just to take her money to use more drugs
My older brother helped me and my no but he died in a car accident seven years ago.
| I was a drug addict myself some time ago and i almost OD one time.
Then i realized how much stupid o was being throwing my life away like that. It was hard to let the drugs away but now i feel better than ever. Now im getting everything that i worked so hard to get. Im working as a bartender and part time debt collector, i just bought my house and a car for my mother cause she deserves the best
| So OP ill tell you. Life is fucked up but its up to us to make It better. My life was shit but i didnt nothing to change it, complains dont take u anywhere. Get up ur ass and DO YOUR BETTER.
Sorry for the harsh words before tho
| What exactly would it change, to be a girl or not? If it's a matter of mentality, then it has nothing to do with sex. If it's a matter of body, let me reassure you, girls are as ugly as guys. If you just want to behave like the social convention that is linked to girls, just do it amd that's all.
What exactly is your problem?
| >>461920 it seems like it's the main problem, but it's not... self image and confidence are tied to depression. You may not have things the way you want, but being less depressed will make them more bearable.
| >>464275
The question is, Why?
Your personality wouldn't change. Your body wouldn't be prettier. And you'd have more problems because of cultural sexism, which might make you hate your body even more.
So if not for the body nor mind, what could make you happy with it, that you can't have now?
| >>464279 it is the body that would make it better...
i don't even care about being cute, i just want all of this pain to stop...
| this is what this shitty gender identity politics leftizm feminazism is inflicting upon our youth, straight up mental illness.
| >>464289
Actually monkeys like you are the true problem. Your flawed logic is a plague that should be eradicated.
| >>464297
I'll give arguments when others give some. All I saw was a stupid guy ranting about unrelated topics that are magically the root of all evil. And something implying a mental illness yet showing no form of help nor subtility.
So you want me to counter argue? Okay, have this: "the culprits aren't politics and feminazis, but illuminatis and aliens". Enjoy.
| >>464277 >>464286 no, literally it is that easy. You can make a decision to change by getting help for depression. What is much less easy is accomplishing the idea that you have focused on as being the root problem, but it isn't. What would you want to change? To have a vagina? Would that be enough? To have breasts? To have a feminine face? More slender shoulders? If you can't love yourself now, how would you do it then? You would never be perfect.
| >>464287i-it just would be...
| >>464317
The advice I'd give is to find something to keep your mind busy. Anything, it doesn't matter. You might not feel happy, but at least it will stop the pain while it lasts.
| >>464321
Try to avoid things that make it worse. And seek help. It's hard to find it, but it's possible. The best thing would be to find someone trustworthy and supportive, and even though it might not be easy the fact that you have the internet increase the amount of possibilities a lot.
Basically, avoid people who hurt you, and stick to the ones who want to help you.
| >>464323 s-some times i go to places that make it hurt worse, i'm not sure why...
i'll try to stop though, i promise
i do have some accepting onlind friends that i talk to, so i'm not alone at least..
also, i wanted to thank you for being so kind...
| >>464324
Just try to heal progressively. Imagine having a broken leg, first you have to stop walking to avoid making it worse, and after it's healed you have to slowly get used to walking again. It's a bit like that.
And I'm not kind, I'm a random internet asshole, but unlike some others I know when to stop.
| >>466192
I am, but since there are many worse people on the internet it makes me look better than I really am, by contrast.
Anyway, just don't give up and things will get better eventually.
| You're a tranny and such
| I want to be a girl too...
| why does my id keep changing?
i'm op btw
| Maybe we would stop killing ourselves so often if society stopped telling us to kill ourselves
| If its any consolation OP, I've seen plenty a biological g/u/rl who couldn't pass for real a girl themselves no matter how hard they tried
| you're not a fake girl, OP
you're just as much of a girl as any other girl
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| i wish i actually looked like a girl, i just feel like a horrible fake...
i wish i could just hang myself and be done with it, but i'm too terrible to even be able to do that...
i feel so ugly and disgusting and horrible...
i know this thread will have people insulting me, calling me a tranny and such...
i don't even care anymore, do what you wish...
i just want to be a real girl