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life is a cunt
| yeesh
| The choice is yours. Personally, I think life is interesting to live.
How did you fucked up the train thing tho?
| >>419818
cutting your wrist to die is just plain retarded and dramatic
pesticide couldve work
pills are slow and painful and you need a fuckton of them unless you get barbiturates or overdose on benzos and alcohol
if you have access to guns that's the way to go
if you can get enough heroin to overdose that's another way to go
i dont believe you failing a train suicide, at least not with all your body parts
therefore i declare this thread as bait or attention whoring
| >>419833 damn, you really are a pretentious fucker aren't you?
whether he/she attention whoring, you don't even know her/his story whether it's true or not irl.
pesticide isn't that effective, even injecting with mercury isn't that effective.
suicide by train much more effective, but look, i have a case that i research irl that the people that do it still alive, the mortality about 60% somehow still fucking alive.
| overdose is much more lethal, mostly they use cocaine, pure cocaine.
if you want to kill yourself with a certain method, a bullet in the head much more effective.
but im going to say this to you OP
all of the method is painful.
just live your life till the end of it.
or die in your sleep, if you are lucky
| life is a cunt and i'm ramming it like a boss
| Try to move to another place and get a different job
This can help you getting fresh start
| Just live your life as you had something important to do.
Study, or work well, keep going, and do a lot of shit in the process.
Always make me feel good
Sing FIGHTING GOLD screaming in train stations that aren't the ones you go to, really, do not give any fuck to shame, the feeling at least is good.
Invite friends to do these shit with you, have fun
| gotta somewhat agree with >>419833
i think you'd have to be pretty lucky if uou tried your best to die on every attempt and yet continue to live- go on and sign up as the world's next Rasputin
jokes aside, i think if you really wanted to just die you'd have done so without having made a post in some random ass text board. lots of other ways you could've tried to commit suicide and guarantee it to work.
so question is, are you sure you actually want to?
| >>419818 op life has no inherent meaning as I'm sure you know, but that doesn't mean it has to be meaningless you can make your own meaning, be that to help people, to be really good or knowledgeable at something, personally I want to be a really good programmer and studying and practicing that has helped me, though it might not be the same for everyone, good luck op hope you find what you're missing, or at least something to help cope
| >>420488 I'd like to see your corrections, M'lady.
Also, English is not my first language, so I might find some difficulties when trying to express myself.
| Maybe try going to the therapist? I've been through the same shit some time ago, but managed to gather the rest of my will and go to the psychiatrist. I'm curently receiving a behavioral therapy and take meds, and it really helps.
You should really think about that opportunity.
Hope you'll get better eventually, pal, hang on in there
| just stop giving a fuck, mate.
every tried to hack into a PA system to play twitch-raid tier music?
ever went bungee jumping?
ever rolled thru the borrow at one AM blaring moonman?
how about skydiving?
stealing a fucking yacht?
running off into the wilderness with a bow and a bunch of arrows for a month?
ever walked fifty miles, break into a shed to sleep there, then walk 50 more up to the sea, swim, buy fish&chips and walk back?
if you have nothing to lose and don't give a fuck...
| i think it's not a matter of wanting to die or not, it's a matter of wanting a new fresh start, a clean slate to start off. because you don't see any sense in anything. you don't have a passion my dude!
depression changes your perception and lies to you. when you're out there doing something you really like, you'll be looking back and saying 'fuck me, what a mindset that was'.
so here's my question to you. if you really care about nothing anymore, then what is holding you back?
| are you seeking attention? pity? why are you here?
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| for this past months, i've been trying to kill myself forth times, and i don't see any point in my life either. either im dead or not, things won't change to any person in this world, and i realize im not even taking any role in this society. is my action to kill myself is a good thing or not? i've been trying to cut my wrist, drink a pesticide, trying to overdose myself with energizer pill, or even run over by train
btw the pesticide going to make your tounge feel like been burnt