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I think I don't want to exist anymore.
| Life is a blessing. Enjoy it my friend
| But it isn't a net enjoyable experience anymore, and hasn't been for over two and a half years. The only way I've been able to be happy is through escapism, but drugs, video games, and online interactions have begun to fail at distracting me from the alienation.
| I can't even name one person locally I hang out or could call a friend. What's the point of existing if experience is only net suffering and the distractions no longer work.
| >>415769
If you're not ok with your current life then at least try to change it. You're the most intelligent creature on earth you cab do it
| Go out and find something new to distract yourself with
| >>7a9a56
It could be some problems in your head. And I mean not that shitty point of dickheads about "ENJOY LIFE BRO IT IS ONLY IN YOUR MIND))))" I mean it could be some physiological problems. Find a doctor and maybe it will help. Maybe I'm wrong but it seems like a right decision.
| Alternatively, just off yourself my dude.
| We all want to die-
But seriously, try to cure yourself. As someone who had experience with depression, I know how hard it is to motivate yourself to go see a therapist, but do it. You're gonna laugh at how stupid it was for you to not seek help sooner (no offence)
| >>415754
I believe everyone should be free to do whatever they want so I won't try to change your mind. Just to let you know this rando on the internet supports any decision you take.
| >>e4a410 i'll Tell you. i work since i was 12 to help my mom pay the bills. My father is a crack addict and one time he threatened to kill my mother with a knife just to take her money to use more drugs
My older brother helped me and my no but he died in a car accident seven years ago.
| I was a drug addict myself some time ago and i almost OD one time.
Then i realized how much stupid o was being throwing my life away like that. It was hard to let the drugs away but now i feel better than ever. Now im getting everything that i worked so hard to get. Im working as a bartender and part time debt collector, i just bought my house and a car for my mother cause she deserves the best
| So OP ill tell you. Life is fucked up but its up to us to make It better. My life was shit but i didnt nothing to change it, complains dont take u anywhere. Get up ur ass and DO YOUR BETTER.
Sorry for the harsh words before tho
| i hear you op. its getting harder and harder for me lately.
| You think you don't want to exist anymore, therefore, you exist.
| >>e4a410 I know how you feel I been having depression for 5 years now and just half a year ago searched for help, it's still very difficult for me to want to get out of bed and do stuff, but when I do, I feel really alive, so don't worry you will always have someone or something to help you, it's just that you have to make the decision to change your world as it is.
| Living is such a bother, but dying is also such a bother. The only thing more pathetic than killing yourself is failing to kill yourself. I fooled myself into thinking I was competent enough to pull it off once, but I'm not so gulible that I'll fall for my own lies a second time.
Whatever you do, whether it be live or die, make sure you're up to the task. Or just wait around praying for something to come along and kill you so that you don't have to do it yourself, like I do.
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