Post number #406783, ID: 7085e9
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Family and friends don't count. I have neither. I have nothing.
I want to erase everything. I want to disappear, as if I never existed.
I don't know what is holding me back.
Post number #406797, ID: 3d7ddb
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>I don't know what is holding me back. Your will to live, probably, your gratefulness of your spirit when they gave a chance to live.
Post number #406802, ID: 17e4a3
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You still have value as a meat toilet. Get out there and fuck some guys silly.
Post number #406804, ID: 812f9b
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Do you have a reason to kill yourself?
Post number #406806, ID: 397e67
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No. Go ahead.
Post number #406807, ID: fbc6ad
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You may have none of that at the moment, but if you end your life you never will. As long as you are alive, anything can happen my good sir.
Post number #406810, ID: d03ef3
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Just do it fag
Post number #406815, ID: abd5fa
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It's a fucking inconvenience for the people around you. Fuck friends & family, even if they don't know you their lives will be darkened in turn by the fact that someone in their class or neighborhood or office committed suicide.
You simply don't have the power to erase the history of your presence, & so your death will inevitably inflict melancholy upon others.
Post number #406850, ID: dacb24
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>>406815 isn't this fundamentally selfish? If someone thinks they can't possibly continue to live but they *must* for other people's sake, surely it completely ignores their anguish?
Post number #406863, ID: abd5fa
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>>406850 Contrarily, inflicting pain upon others when you could have spared them by bearing it yourself is fundamentally selfish.
Looking at the the other way around, just by living op has the power to preserve the happiness of those around her. Is that not worth living for?
Post number #406870, ID: 69d5f8
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>>406863 If talking about selfishness, what could be more selfish than two twats forcefully ripping someone from the blissful womb of nonexistence and shackling them in this meat and thereby rendering them able to experience all the pain in this universe and be unable to escape from it even in death, as death will not undo having been made to exist in the first place
I didn't ask for this. No one did. But those who consciously decide to perpetuate this cosmic mistake are cruel.
Post number #406873, ID: dacb24
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>>406863 that's the dilemma, what's morally correct? Where should the suffering be placed?
>>406870 I agree with you, but at least at this point you can make your own choices. Is there any possible hope? Anything you want to do or enjoy?
Post number #406900, ID: fe20f5
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>>406783 If you want a reason not to, there's probably one out there you're unaware of. Ergo, don't do it.
Do something useful, and not as other people judge "useful". Simply how you see yourself being useful. Help a soup kitchen, or volunteer at a local community center.
Post number #406913, ID: 8754ab
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You won't get to play cool vidya if you're dead. Just so you know, you have to find good vidya underneath first.
Post number #406923, ID: 69d5f8
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>>406873 I was born in the wrong body, with the wrong genes, to the wrong parents, and in the wrong place. The feasible outcomes, regardless of my intervention, were already laid out from the moment my parents decided not to use a condom. Anything I truly want (i.e true love, fulfillment, proper body, the ability to feel happy again) are all so unfeasible or rely on pure random circumstance to occur that continuing to double down and spend any longer in this meat grinder feels bad
Post number #406933, ID: a5a4d3
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The fact that you're asking for a reason to not kill yourself fundamentally means you are looking for a reason to live, which means-you guessed it-deep down inside, you want to live, dumbass.
Post number #407091, ID: 66964c
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>>406783 My bf and I need a third.
Post number #407176, ID: 96cb28
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I guess you guys are right. But I'll still do it. Sorry to waste your time.
Post number #407191, ID: 575d45
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>>96cb28 no problemo amigo, see you in hell!
Post number #407288, ID: 1a076f
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You sound young. Your mind hasnt seen the world yet. It is so vast it is unimaginable. Especially listen to me if you are american. Im american "fuk yeah" and america is a weirdly structuted country now that ive been traveling. Everything is so spaced out. You live in a box and use a box with wheels to get from your box to another box and then you basically just interact with people in these boxes.
Post number #407290, ID: 1a076f
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It is crazy. You can live abroad cheaper and earlier than u think. Dont let the box keep you down. Get out of the boxes before you end it all having only known boxland. I do miss america tho....been gone 3 years now.......
Post number #407293, ID: 1a076f
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Anyways, if you are still alive, best take my advice and look at the internet as a way to move your physical life to a new location. Plus now that ive been around i realize i coulda done highschool all abroad and college abroad for fukkin free and exposed myself to way more than the boxland which i used to define my life with. If boxland isnt treating you well whether you are in the u.s. or not, you should try another style of life before quitting the game having only playd one map
Post number #407314, ID: 4334d8
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Please don't kill yourself if you're not live streaming
Post number #407337, ID: 304af7
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>>407293 "you should try another style of life before quitting the game having only played on map."
That metaphor is oddly super motivational for me and this isnt even my thread lmfao. I like that perspective.
Post number #407364, ID: ddc2df
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Do a flip faggot >>406783
Post number #407397, ID: 4e6a4a
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>>407176 What a waste. Think of the gallons of semen your asspussy could have milked if you kept living.
Post number #407412, ID: e06417
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Look up Golden gate bridge suicide surviors.
Post number #407708, ID: fbc6ad
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To play N1RV Ann-A!
Post number #408280, ID: d8d790
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danger/u/
Post number #408352, ID: 14d0f0
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They still haven't released another Matt Hoffmans pro BMX game yet
Post number #408383, ID: f6f670
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Literally no reason OP, I've been racking my brain for one for years now and I finally realized there is one so I'm probably gonna tap out tonight myself, if you can find one though, good on you, kinda doubt it though
Post number #408420, ID: 17e4a3
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>>408383 You should host a danger/u/ gangbang before you go. I call first dibs on your asspussy.
Post number #408424, ID: 238f97
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no reason doesn't mean do it. if you don't have a will to live anymore you can do whatever the fuck you want. imagine, you're free. you can run the fuck away. you can go on a joyride with some cunt's car and go to mexico. and fuck a latina there. leave for the mountains. say fuck to everything. just leave your stinking place. run and don't look back. you can even live in the fucking woods. that's what some people do. i believe in you, run guys, fucking run, get out of there it suck
Post number #408511, ID: 4bb5a9
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How to live life, guys?
Post number #408539, ID: 6bc39e
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>>408511 just like any MMORPG but there's no save button or respawning
Post number #408609, ID: b2e3ac
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I mean, you posted here because you wanted someone to talk you it of it, right? So obviously you want to not do it So that's reason enough
Post number #408700, ID: 3bc58e
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>>408424 top tier response you're going to die someday OP. everyone is. why speed up the process when you can have a little fun in the short time you have on this earth?
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| Family and friends don't count. I have neither. I have nothing.
I want to erase everything. I want to disappear, as if I never existed.
I don't know what is holding me back.