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Just a thought
| I don't want to sudoku. I just come here to shitpost and talk about dicks.
| Just put the utmost effort into being an edgy teenager on /u/.
If you ain't teenage but still be edgy, you also qualify.
>My edge is so sharp I cut myself all the fucking time.
>i wana kms
See, I don't really wanna suicide!
I just want to d-
| >>d2714c
This is just brilliant. Edge and all that aside, don't you think there are some people who are actually suicidal on here?
| >>404172
Oh yes I do.
I had a friend that has lived through situations I would probably not have lived through.
They never complained. They were so depressed they didn't eat well, sleep well, and ended up hospitalised.
Now I know how it is watching someone who just doesn't want to be here anymore, and I was completely fucking oblivious to it until they actually got hospitalised. I'm the one who wanted to die after this.
Best part? I don't want to see them anymore.
Selfish heh?
| >>404172
I really hope they don't come to /u/ while letting ppl irl in the dark, like it's not their problem too.
| >>d2714c whoa, man. I'm sorry about that situation. Why don't you want to see him though?
I mean, I can probably see why he didn't tell anyone. Not exactly a topic you want to vent at a party or smth -not to ruin the mood.
| I would kill myself if there werent some people who care for me and would be devastated. Too bad there's more people who hate me.
| >>404188
Cause we changed. We definitely are not the same. Can't just wash it off.
And you know what?
It's hard to explain, but you ever hear the line "i remember it like yesterday"?
Well it's worse than that. You remember this like it's the only thing you've lived around the time it happens.
What matters is they got the help they needed, and they picked themselves up, and I don't think I'd be capable of that.
What sucks is they had to almost die to get some help. I didn't help.
| And I'm not delusional.
I know this is probably a common thing.
I just don't know how common.
| >>d2714c that sounds like a usual case of guilt syndrome, my friend. I won't start teaching and preaching, but you might want to see a psychologist. Heh. I might tell my story as well, but I don't have the time for it right now.
Either way, from the bottom of my heart, I wish you luck and strength.
| Just because one girl wants to kill herself doesn't mean, all of Danger/u/ does
| the far future looks better, i'm young so i'm motivated
| Actually suicidal here: I don't want to do I just can't handle living a lot of the time. I don't post lolsuicide or im so depressed or whatever, I just deal with the feelings of hopelessness and failure privately.
I can't comment on if the people who often claim they want to do are serious, or if it's a bad meme or not.
| i wanna have a party where i only invite depress people and we drink each other ded
| It just hurts to live with my thoughts. I don't want to die, per say, but I don't want to be conscious. So I sleep a lot, to escape reality. Worst part is, I have no reason to feel this way, I just feel a waste. So it's easy for me to just say haha I wanna die.
| >>404202
I'm kinda taking space in this thread so I'm just gonna go...
But yea, I admit I never showed up at the consultation. I did call, though. They said I'm welcome anytime.
Thanks very much for the kind words >>e28d47
| >>404228
Same thing happens in that old movie, La Grande Bouffe, except they kill themselves with food. Somehow, a ruptured stomach feels less worse than a failing liver.
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| Girls, I've been lurking around here for a while now and found it interesting how even though every single one of you claims to wish for suicide, you keep on posting. Is that an actual coping mechanism?
Did you ever see something that caught your attention here? Please, share your story!