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| I'm working at a Convenience store. I do attendance, cleaning, the stocking and general things that happens in a convenience store. I work in the middle afternoon 'til late night. I have the morning and part of the 'noon of free time but this is a period where my brain is not even wake even if my body is.

| My day starts with me unable to get up because I think "I'm so lazy and tired today"therefore I get up in 10am, but even so my brain isn't working, I do breakfast, take my dog out so he can pee and shit, clean the house. It is already 11:30am when I finish all theses basics routine tasks.

I have to work at 14pm, then I have about 2 hours and a half to enjoy myself.

| I try to read something, I really like to read, but then I'm so tired and my brain isn't working fully yet, and when I start to read it is already 12:30 and I have to cook lunch. It takes half hour to do so and it is already 13:00, having 40min to enjoy myself before going to work.

So I go to work with only less than a chapter of a book done. Not being able to enjoy my book is very disappointing for me, I work sad in the firsts hours of work always.

| My noon co worker is pregnant so I have basically to work for both of us. I stock things, I do attendance.

This convenience store have a different aspect: there is tables for people to eat, but nearby there's alcoholic drinks, so people don't eat at all and it became some kind of a bar. The students call it "the lil' bar".

| A lot of weird people that you could only see in a poor bar of a movie appears there and there is regular costumers of this little bar. Almost all of them annoy me. They are all so weird.

Then there's my night co worker now and the night costumers arrive.

This co work is a dude very charismatic and fits a lot the bar atmosphere of the store, so I go stock things while he do attendance and I also do the cleaning because he is not capable of cleaning anything.

| People annoy me very much sometimes. They do comments about my bad mood sometimes, but I can do much about it, this is why I like to do the cleaning and stocking and not the attendance.

So when it is 22pm ( if everything goes right) we close the store.

| 22:30 I'm home and I have to take my dog out to shit and pee again. I'm all sweaty and dirty, so I take a shower. Geez I'm so tired.

It is now aroud 23:00 and I have nothing left to do but enjoy myself. All my energies are drained, I can't really do anything but go to my bed and listening to some songs and read some shitposting.

| then I remember the book I'm reading, I start reading it but I'm so tired and the book is so good, so... I woke up 10am without reading or remember anything.

Every days is the same, I have no holidays or days off. I have to work every day of the week, this was the agreement.

| This job isn't so bad as it seems, since this is a groceries I can buy things there cheaper and they discount from my wage. I have around 500 trumps left in the end of the month but I have anything I need to eat and survive. Not a bad deal.

But the thing is: the days are passing by and with it I feel like my brain is stopping working and everything is annoying me. I have such a little time free and such few energies.I can't really remember what I did yesterday or today...

| I'm getting depressed and everything is starting make me getting mad, I was such a nice guy before. The way of things are going it looks like I'm keeping this routine for more two years or so.

I just really needed to talk about me to someone.

Thanks for reading if you did.

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| i didnt read and wont

| Hey buddy hang in there!

| I listened to your story.

| OP, you don't remember every day you live. You most likely can only remember the days where some unusual event occurred.

| Good luck OP, hang in there! We're here for you~

| I don't think you can ever really judge whether or not you are/were a nice guy.

But anyway, good luck OP! What book are you reading, by the way?

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| >>360472 How dare you. OP really needs support and you decide this one thread is the one you want to spam? Go fuck yourself spammer. I don't want to see your strange accented l but it has 2 dots so maybe it's an i around here ever again. You bitch.

| >>359889
Everyday is almost the same, my brain just can't work right anymore, I'm getting dumb.

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>>359974
thanks, I'll so my best

>>360433
I'm reading 'The Children of Húrin'. I like Tolkien a lot.

| I get it OP but do you have a goal? Something you want to do? College? A better job? A place to see? I think that would help.

| >>360582
You type the words away from my fingers...

| >>360599
You're one of our fellow g/u/rls, we can't just let you say that you're getting dumb!

| >>360722
I don't really know. I always wanted to get a degree in Economics Sciences because I really enjoy this kind of stuff, trying to predict the future... It looks so cool to me!

About a better job... yea I really want a better one haha. I was really professional and good with selling stuffs, back in High School my classmates gave me a lot of things to sell to our Graduation Party and I sold everything and more ! But at the moment idnt want to deal with people so much rn

| I wish I could work at a bank as an economists or a researcher or something like that. But I'm no good to study to do the uni exam.

>>361111
thank you, I really do appreciate your worries. thank you uwu.

I mean like, I'm just living in auto mode, doing stuffs naturally without even noticing or thinking about it. I'm usually thinking about another world when working haha

| FYI, we love you OP!
We support your choice of either keep things going the way they are rn or go for a change. Also, doujins and hentai are good for your health, definitely look up to them if you need

| Whoa, sounds tough. Think of the bright side, you do all the jobs where it feels like you're the owner of the store. I know its just small achievement but you've done a great job. Let me send you my hug.zip x3