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Hatred inside me...
| but I don't know why it happened. I have many friends and I know that they don't hate me. I have the best friend and family I could ask for. But this still happen to me.
| Hey look, a kindred spirit.
Yeah I don't know, I've reached a point in my life where I can just say "I hate", not anything specific, just everything, like my entire being is just a big blob of hate. It's not like an intentional thing, but I just get so angry at smallest of things, the people around me, the world, everything. Who fucking knows.
| I often feel sad out of nowhere and I cry. There is no reason for me to be sad..it just happened and disappear. Somehow I like the feeling of sadness and I also hate it at the same time. I want to be sad..I feel good to be sad...I dont know why but I also dont like to be sad. It is really confusing.
| There must be a reason for this to happened maybe my past, maybe my surroundings. It changed me a lot..both in good way and bad way. Atleast I still do good things to myself and everyone around me, even the time I hate everything. Well, maybe this is normal for everyone to feel hate and sad for no reason?? I have never talk to anyone about this and I want to say, so thank you for let me say my useless story...
| do you like star trek
| It might be a form of depression. My guess would be chronic, but there's a whole spectrum to it. I recommend going to a specialist, see what is it, and once you do, you'll know where to attack this monster.
One thing you must know, is that most of these things are triggered by your enviroment. Like, family issues, social isolation, or maybe feeling like all of what you have is fake, and the fact that no one normally contradicts that idea acting as a confirmation, so it's wise to go
| I got bullied, being left alone and such but that really really long ago(almost 10 years), so that might be the beginning of it. Anyway I quite fun to be able to switch my emotion instantly (or some kind of that I dont know) it feel like being another person, seeing the world in other perspective. But it really annoying sometimes when I have no control over it.
| And the worst is headache...it is really bad and weird...
| Just play Hatred.
| >>333486 Well you should really see a specialist,if you're just gonna let the problem go on you're gonna regret it
| >>333486 Just ignore those little nerds that bullied you and remember to just be happy and not hate others, that's how you win against people that might hate you
| I thought these were quotes from the game Hatred, but if it's not then I don't think a counselor might be best unless you think you'll actually commit to going. You might go, and then decide 'this sucks I hate this' and end up wasting your time.
It's probably not healthy for you to think that way. Being surrounded by positive people might be good for you. It's no secret people act like their peers so you can force yourself to be around nice people.
It's all your choice though.
| Yeah.. you should probably find a supportive and kind therapist. This doesn't sound very healthy for you.
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| Sometimes..I don't know why but I suddently feel hatred towards everyone..people I dont know, my friend or even my family. I don't want to hear their sound, don't want to see any of them. I want everyone to just disappear. I only feel HATE inside me..I hate everyone so much that I could kill them...Well, it will eventually disappear.