Post number #295195, ID: 2c8664
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My school holds an awards ceremony every year. Last year I was forced to go by my parents, but got humiliated after so much hype and only getting a stupid award for perfect attendance. This year, I will be forced out of the country, meaning that everything I have done is meaningless, and I got invited again to the awards ceremony. I am most likely just going to get that useless perfect attendance award as well as some award for an extremelly easy class,
Post number #295197, ID: 2c8664
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with the chance of getting another one for an elective, should I go? I don't want to regret it later, and I also don't want to suffer the same humiliation again.
Post number #295200, ID: 226a56
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Not like you can go if you are going to be out of the country by then. If not, try and nicely convince your parents to not go.
Post number #295206, ID: 226a56
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What do you think you would miss by not going btw?
Post number #295211, ID: abd7af
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I think it's cool you got perfect attendance. No way my tardy ass could win an award like that!
Post number #295214, ID: 2c8664
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>>295206 las time, it felt kind of great how the people in the microphone were celebrating the students and how people were clapping, and how they said we were the few that managed to achieve something "great"
Post number #295217, ID: 2c8664
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>>295211 yeah, but you see all these people getting awards for AP classes and there you are, enjoying forced claps by people who do not know who the hell you are or care. I was looking forward to making more friends after suffering with depression, but I guess it was all for nothing since I am going to loose the few people I truly connected with
Post number #295219, ID: 2c8664
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I have mooved so many times and lost so many people that I believe I am just not allowed to feel happiness. This has been the best year of my life so far, and everything is going away in a few days. It is not like my friends will be attending the ceremony, but I still have mixed feelings. I got praised throughout the whole year by teachers and students about my academic achievements and constantly got letters from different colleges, but it is all meaningless now.
Post number #295220, ID: 2c8664
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And it is not like I am going to a good country, I am going to be stuck right were I was before coming to the US
Post number #295221, ID: 2c8664
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Maybe its best if I dont go, my father is not going to be here to celebrate it anyways
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| My school holds an awards ceremony every year. Last year I was forced to go by my parents, but got humiliated after so much hype and only getting a stupid award for perfect attendance. This year, I will be forced out of the country, meaning that everything I have done is meaningless, and I got invited again to the awards ceremony. I am most likely just going to get that useless perfect attendance award as well as some award for an extremelly easy class,