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Feeling a bit weird

| I really hate being a wet blanket here, but I guess I gotta talk about this eventually. I've had depression for a while (I did seek treatment but my commitments made me drop it, and I never found them effective), and I feel either very melancholic, lonely, or very distracted and heavy in thoughts. I'm in the army still (I'm that in-the-army dude that keeps lurking /u/) and I really can't wait to go home at the weekends so I can somewhat get away from my army dudes.


| (cont) I don't hate them, in fact I think I've been much more miserable without them, but the confinement and the daily grind is kinda making me feel really on the edge all the time. Idk, how I normally cope is go home during the weekends and either draw stuff for really long, stay up late to drink and play computer games or watch shows to pass time. Idk g/u/rls, anyone feels like this too? On a side note, does smoking really clear your head? I'll love to, but I don't think I shld


| Don't start smoking unless you wanna shorten your life by a ton. On the note of feeling confined to a daily grind, that's exactly what the weekend is for. Maybe start on a long-term project to keep your thoughts occupied during the week?


| i kind of want to smoke but people would hate me.

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