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A mental disorder
| Well... I don't think it's quite a disorder, per se... But, well, the most I can do is just relate (since I have a similar issue). At least do try in the future to keep somewhat in touch with people that you're close to. Search for cheaper counseling, there should be more options. Check out state clinics, or mental health centers, I've found one that provides a one-time free conulsultation in CIS (and I assume you're from CIS, particularly Russia? Judging by rubles) before.
| Could always ask other friends what people think of you if you have a hard time figuring it out, I'm fairly sure someone would be willing to do that if you explain the situation, just try not to assume everyone hates you off the bat
| >>237111 that's why I suggested explaining to them, but I can see that as being difficult and possibly painful
| I'm just some Mook on an Anon board though so
| >>238304 I tried. He said if I'm okay with them I should be fine. That's not the case though. I clinged to the sweet delusion for some time back then.
| Honestly, does it really affect your daily life anon. You may be overthinking your irregular social behaviours
| If you want to meet new people, you could always goto a club or an event with people who share common interests with you too,
but you won't make friends as easily if you're too impersonal or rude too anon
| Remember anon, the world doesn't just revolve around one particular person. You should try to understand others more, and not be too harsh on yourself :)
| Go to an actual doctor, and get a prescription of magic pills. They do wonders.
| >>238607 I think it actually does. It makes me reluctant in asking for help as well as overly conscious of my loneliness (comparative to muggles). Half of the time that drains my concentration down the hole. Like I'm sure if I had a real friend in my group I'd be able to study x300% better.
| Op I used to be troubled by how few friends I have too, but I got over that. As in, I still have few friends, but I just learn to live with it, to be by myself, to just not care that others have people to hang out with.
It's probably not a solution for everybody, but if you got no one else, there's still you.
And us! Your anon friends!
| Oh and I have to add that not caring about not having friends has actually helped me in being more confident and approaching other people. Which lead me to having new friends.
Life is weirdly circular.
| Can relate OP
Im probably a psycopth and show lot of the signs that come with it (not diagnosed BC I don't want to trouble my parents) so I don't show much signs of empathy towards ppl and most of the times that leads to shitty situations with ppl I should care
And to top it all i suffer from chronic depression
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| I have noticed that I am only able to have a healthy relationship with people who seek my company (3 so far, all left now). It really seems that others dislike my mere presense, so I try to stay away to not make awkwardness. As you can imagine, I was mostly abnormally alone. I can't go on anymore. Psychotherapist costs 4k rubles. That's a lot for me. Parents always said you're fine stop saying bs. Like they know shite. I don't want to die anon. Nothing works out.