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Change my mind
| Nice
| let me continue
| Sounds rough, but change your mind about what?
| Oh
| issues (just search brain fog that'll explain all). Its just so frustrating like you're no more yourself and I feel so handicapped. So why not have a check up and fix yourself quickly? simply my parents are dicks and they just bring me to a doctor when they feel it (which is a rare occurence ) and all those check-ups went to nothing, i took vitamins and I took medications to another disease which got cured but the shit I'm feeling was never resolved, ...
| Making this shorter so.. its already two years since it started.. It affected me so much especially my studies and everything. Having no resolution at all made me extremely frustrated. Now I got depression, well in case its already a major one (to the point I've tried killing myself once). This made me think about a lot of things.. thinking it for so long makes everything clearer to me. And the answer went to simply one and quick solution. Ofc ending my life...
| I'd think a lot of things, things I want before doing it and the only thing I regret not having one is a serious relationship and sex. I have many things in my mind that I really wanted to do... But thinking those well it does not matter anymore.
| I think i made everything oversimplified and sorry for that, well I'm just tired doing stuff the whole day and my mind now is not functioning very well.
| Its only a matter of days and I have a plan... well at this point I'm just so tired and empty that I want to deal with it now and gladly end it all finally.
| You sound young, maybe you could talk to someone at your school, a counselor or chaplain. Or alternatively a friend's parent.
| This g/u/rl sounds young indeed. First of all... just don't. Don't be so fucking selfish and kys. Your life does matter. This may sound like empty words (and g/u/rl, they sure are), but seriously? Talk to someone. I mean talk to someone real, not posting randomly in a meme-infested forum and hoping for suggestions/attention from strangers. Talk to people. At school, at work, maybe even in public. Doesn't matter. You gotta live.
| It will take some effort and a lot of time but to fix this and help yourself, you will have to take the initiative. Find someone to talk to, like the poster above said. It will set things in motion. You need patience, even if you feel that's too much to ask for. Talk about what you feel. What you wrote here is a good example. Don't downplay it, tell about your parents. It sounds like (some level of) a case of child neglect. You deserve the help you need.
| No reason not to and no reason to. Make your choice.
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| Well this might be the not the best place to talk about this but hey I kinda need some thoughts from a strangers. Keep things shorter my life have gone right to shit, it goes down and down up to the point I can't recover anymore. Well it all started from this neurological related (i think??) disease (til now I still don't know it). It started from tinglings and weird sensation from skin to the point now that i feel like im 60 yrs... clumsy, damn headaches and frustrating memory...