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A story about me and my friends

| I know you probably dont care, but I just needed to let this out.

I'm friends with this guy. We don't live closely but not too far out. We mostly talk online, we had a few meet ups. We had deep talks and all that. We even swore we'll be friends forever (ik, cringe).

And lately I've been feeling off. I get annoyed whenever he talks sentimentaly, when he asks to meet up, just whenever he tries to chat.

I just want to mind my own business and do nothing.


| Whenever he wants to meet up, he says he needs a friend, me. When he does that I feel obliged to go, but I really don't want to. Then I'll feel awful but relieved that I don't have to leave my house.


| Little by little he stopped talking to me, because I'll always make it apparent that I don't wanna talk.


| And now I just feel bad. He was my only friend, you know. I'm fucking disgusting and I know it. I feel awful. I never really thought that talking=friendship. Maybe I'm just a lazy fuck. My notebook of drawn maps recently got lost and I feel 8x awful. God damn. I guess you reap what you sow huh


| I have this other friend too, but she's really just a show off cunt. These two friends of mine started talking. And it's apparent Guy Friend's 'forever friend' got replaced, from me to Cunt Friend. im so fucking insignificant arent i. I shouldn't be dealing with this drama, I really should just mind my own stuff


| Poor OP. If you didn't like the guy and didn't talk to him, you weren't friends to begin with. Acquaintances at best.

If he replaced you so easily you don't need to feel guilty anymore, it sounds like he was exagerating how much he needed you. But if you still feel bad, it's not too late to just say hi, is it?


| I think you should/should've ended it on proper terms though. Rather than letting it wither sadly like that you could've said something. You'd probably feel a lot less guilt too.
Words are important

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