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Who else is overwhelmed today?
| Not much I can say but I hope you can find some light in your life despite it all, op. And my condolences for the incoming awful replies.
| >>141890 You know, I read OPs post and I swear he's begging to be torn to shreds after all that bait, but just because you said that, I won't shit post. No promises about others though.
| I love you OP
| Just watch the Berserk original anime and don't lose your way. Ps. I learned something a while ago. If the person has a job then they are too busy trying to survive to mess with you. If you are on the street.. People with bags in there hands or cellphones have something to do. The only thing you need to worry about is if they don't have anything and don't seem to have a purpose.
| >>141947 remastered edition is on the way. I see what you mean, its not really agoraphobia so much that it is I am still learning how to interact with people that see me as a woman. (I will humblebrag here that I pass well and do get hit on from time to time but it just gives a small panic attack when it happens)
| You should just say woman instead of trans woman. No one needs to know your junk online. Or hell, don't need to mention gender at all.
| >>141966 I have a vagina and have used it with partners of both sex (dont assume). transwoman is an identity that gives context I was born male and transitioned to female. It is an experience that most people don't understand or misunderstand. I fear men because from experience they are those most random when it comes to acceptance. (things have gotten violent before, once it helped my day to day because they all of sudden would trust my CS knowledge. People dont make any sense)
| No worries, Women have it hard in life and having a fear of interaction is perfectly normal. Try practicing conversation in the mirror and complement yourself for the extra-encouragement. I use to have a great deal of anxiety because my family forced me to be a shut-in. Also.. A French Philosopher once said, "A goal without a plan is just a dream." That might not mean much but it helped me a lot in life.
| >>141966 Sorry I feel rather guilty about the above. Let's just say I have heard this in person many times. Dating is hard in first place. Now imagine trying to be honest with someone and all of sudden they just look at you with digust... :/
| >>141977 I'll try to do that... I like the quote but its hard to do that when the goals/dream is unattainable. I find it hard that we are just suppose to accept hand we are dealt regardless if we take action or not. It's like I struggled with identity growing up and I have a new identity now one that I can accept but everyone sees me as a 23 yr old woman. yet I have only 5 years life experience as a woman.
| >>141977 im sorry to hear that I hope that you are doing better. I became a shut-in my freshman yr of high school when I started experiencing cluster headaches. missed about 90 school days. People thought I was a new student the next year. Anyone else have thoughts in their head that constantly berates themselves for 'complaining' like I am doing in this thread? I retype stuff over and over because everyone is dealing with their own problems. why do i have to waste a thread.
| I am always overwhelmed even though my life is quite good
| G/u/rl you needa relax. Think of the positive things. Sit in a safe comfortable place and let your worries fade from your mind.
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| Software deathmarch, recent suicide attempt, new adhd diagnosis after years of depression symptoms and bad medication, im a 23 yr old transwoman finally able to organize thoughts and realize that I am literally afraid of everyone because I have had no experience on how to talk with women. I have come to fear men and I have to work around them everyday. I rarely leave home except for work. I am always the one to have to contact my 'friends' because they see me as an unreliable mess.