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Ice queen and her ivory tower.
| A crystalline ivory tower, deep in impassable mountains, secluded from prying eyes. There lives an ice queen, spending every though pondering the meaning of life and death, nature of gods and demons, vastness of galaxies and universe. The only tangible thing allowed in her world, is rainbow assortment of alchemy reagent marbles. Their simplicity, predictability and unbound potential pleases her restless mind.
| One night, whether because the Moon cast it's light across the bedroom in a peculiar way, or the eerie beautiful hoots of an owl, but her heart beat. Just for the shortest of moments and just faint enough for her to notice. One of the very few things had changed, that she thought would never.
| She had studied human emotions and customs a great deal, but always thought herself above. In her eyes, humans were pitiful and frightening creatures - poor souls bound by their emotions, never able to achieve anything of significance, unpredictable and vile. But despite her wast knowledge, her own heart had confused her so easily. The beating had become more frequent.
| The pesky disturbance tainting her pristine inner world and clear believes couldn't be tolerated. Contemplating, weighting and measuring her feelings, she came to the most grotesque conclusion - her heart ached for love. Love. The one ridiculous concept she had struggled to understand.
| What is uncovered, can not be covered. There is no going back. "Just to see what the options are", she thought.
| And there, in their full glory, they were, fleshy bags of fears and deceits. Most unable to even coherently formulate their desires, just shouting primitive mating calls. Simpletons obsessing with shiny baubles, trying to impress each other, no better than dung beetles. Fools distracting themselves with arbitrary social rituals in the name of happiness. False prophets and poets selling numbness as salvation.
| She retreated to her immaculate tower disillusioned. Yet strangely satisfied. Her heart was calm and mind was clear, as it should be, everything was right in the world. She froze the mountains solid, so no howls nor caws disturb her thoughts and barred the windows, so no stray light reach her heart of hearts. And lived a long happy life even after.
| Is the ice queen's favorite food ice cream?
| She may also enjoy shaved ice. Ohh or, what if as a twist, she actually really enjoys hot and spicy foods.
| OP, that was a good piece. If she read that she would definitely like it and feel fondled by it in her ego. It might not maker kiss you or bring her thoughts of entangling limbs with you, but will definitely like it.
| >>140016 I doubt it, she's an intelligent, well-read girl and the story is little cruel, implying that she won't find love, because of her arrogance (which I don't think is true). But guess I might as well, would be interesting to hear what she thinks.
| Well, she will also know the writer thinks highly of her and the story has a lot of grudge in it and probably not all in it is true, just with a strange mix of love-hate in it. Something said like: 'Read here, this is you. No point arguing, it is you and you know it. And now we do not speak for the next two minutes.'
| >>141137 sent it yesterday, she did read it and did not respond. So there, the most boring conclusion imaginable. So cold, just how it suits her.
| You sent it? Oh noes, I am mourning for you 5 years from now on. The cringe that you'll get when you remember sending/writing this.
| >>141180 no, she already was ignoring my previous message.
>>141194 it's fine, what is just one more, on the piles I already have?
| >>141172
You did well to send it. In her cold silence on her white throne, she almost thought she blushed and felt her heart tremble. But the fleeting moment was gone faster than a blink her chill eyes. Glad of being alone, she knew none would know of this blatant display of weakness.
| truly an ice bitch.
| >>141436 please don't. She has no obligation to respond. I do wish she would have rejected me clearly, but it doesn't matter much, there was never anything between us, besides my fascination and baseless fantasies for a girl like her.
| >>141452
I know how you feel. After years now that I do not see her anymore, I still dream of the thousands of ways I could lewd her and still not run out of ideas. The echo of her gaze still mesmerizes me today.
| Because I as well, know of an ice queen, in a far place where she is not interrupted by earthlings like me.
| >>141455 yes, exactly like that, except, instead of lewd thoughts, I thought she could teach me a lot and make ma a better person.
| >>141463
I honestly believe that if I had lewded her in my countless ways, I would be a better person today. I would have been happier and a happy person is always a good person.
| i dont know how you figure that one...
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| I wrote this about a girl I don't know. We talked a bit, she didn't reject me directly, but clearly isn't interested. I'm not going to send this to her, obviously. Just wanted to get it out somewhere, since I did put some effort into it. Not that I think it's good, but writing helps me.