Post number #135321, ID: 34e56b
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I haven't been able to think positively since last spring. Everything just looks grey as fuck (little exaggerated, but still). Constant, uneasy urge to rip myself open with something sharp, even pen. Tried to talk with parents about this just to have someone to know this, didn't even asked for help, but received nothing but bruises from stepfather as some kind of reminder that "my depression is just a gibberish". Hence, I hope that I'll be able to find some advice here. Love ya.
Post number #135323, ID: 34e56b
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А, да, любые советы важны.
Post number #135324, ID: 34e56b
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Thanks in advance
Post number #135340, ID: 006837
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First off, your step father sounds like human garbage. Suicidal thoughts are just that, thoughts. Depression is different for everyone. It's up to you to look at the things in your life that you like and dislike. Maybe write a list. Figure out the things you can actively do to start changing things for yourself, one step at a time. Do you want to be healthier? Do you want to move? Do you want to be smarter? Ask yourself these things and try pushing yourself forward.
Post number #135362, ID: 34e56b
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>>135340 thanks for replying. As I think, the only thing I want to change is my sex. Other things - well, I'm trying to be healthier, kinder, (just a little) smarter in attemtp to find anything which will interest me strongly enough to just dive in it to forget about everything. At the moment, the only thing I've changed in myself is that I started learning English. Wanted to start about 2 years ago, but managed to do it just about half a year ago.
Post number #135364, ID: 41af07
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Get in a life threatening situation(like being surrounded by sjws) and the mind will automatically kick in the survival mode
Post number #135396, ID: a8d382
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>>135364, oh, well, definitely need to try it out.
Post number #135398, ID: a8d382
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>>135364 I'll just let them beat the shit out of me, heh.
Post number #135472, ID: 038da1
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you gotta do something to ride the wave of thoughts, don't stay idle to think find something to do, anything even counting
Post number #135481, ID: 295083
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just do it pussy life will only get worse the sooner you end it the better. It's not like someone will miss trash like you anyway
Post number #135499, ID: 53c227
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>>135398 See to offer glory hole service. You will keep your mind and imagination busy and make some bucks too.
Post number #135770, ID: 966f7c
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doing guided mediations severly lessened my depression. i enjoy being alive now. please try this out https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MuVCFEqv1AY
Post number #135777, ID: 7dc891
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>>135481 heheh. I knew the guy with the same attitude, "nobody will miss you, natural selection, yadda yadda". You can guess how he ended up.
Post number #135793, ID: 9fed16
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As someone who suffered from depression and attempted suicide the best thing I did was I walked around my neighborhood or sometimes walk around the park and take in whats around me. Just think of the people around you such as family, friends and your loved one who made your life fun in little ways such as eating together or playing with each other in Games. And just think about the future what's in stored such as new games, new anime, and movie works *cough avengers infinity war*
Post number #135797, ID: 9fed16
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I whish you luck dude every person has a different way from overcoming these thoughts
Post number #135999, ID: 295083
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masturbate your problems away
Post number #136010, ID: 360b04
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Or work them out. Actually, masturbation counts as workout to some people - you train your wrist, anyway. Seriously, though - start working out more, it should let you forget at for a while. It won't be easy to start, but hey - what is?
Post number #136050, ID: dfb503
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Get a hot date or hire a ho and you'll feel better(maybe, some people are immune to sexual stimulation)
Post number #136605, ID: 42d90f
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I usually dismiss suicidal thoughts.
Post number #136619, ID: 93c4f2
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You need professional help! Go to your school counselor, or talk to your doctor. Get in contact with someone who knows exactly what they are talking about.
Post number #136620, ID: 93c4f2
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Or at least call the suicide hotline, it's toll-free and they'll help you find resources that will help you out.
Post number #136739, ID: b6209c
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Yes
Post number #136905, ID: 97c85b
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>>135323 странно, что никогда так и не посоветовал самый простой вариант: пойти к [НОРМАЛЬНОМУ] психологу
Post number #136906, ID: 97c85b
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>>136905 а, проглядел, посоветовали. Но все равно.
The most important thing is that the depression is not you, and you're not the only one. If you want to get better there are proven treatments... Therapy, Meds, go to the gym. Not sure your age or country, but it is likely something you will have to do yourself. Getting better is easy(methodical, step-by-step), but choosing to get better is the hard part. Fuck your stepdad... you are more important. Imagine how pathetic he will feel compared to you!
Post number #137252, ID: de5743
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Save a life, you'll feel good about yourself, gain bragging rights and may even get an admirer
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| I haven't been able to think positively since last spring.
Everything just looks grey as fuck (little exaggerated, but still). Constant, uneasy urge to rip myself open with something sharp, even pen. Tried to talk with parents about this just to have someone to know this, didn't even asked for help, but received nothing but bruises from stepfather as some kind of reminder that "my depression is just a gibberish". Hence, I hope that I'll be able to find some advice here.
Love ya.