Post number #122734, ID: a25375
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how do i even begin
redtext ver: > am suicidal > somewhat beliving in god due to my religious upbringing > constantly ask god past few weeks to kill me in sleep > had a very LONG ASS lucid sleep paralysis-slash-nightmare where i try to wake up > dream ends with me making like 10 attempts to "wake up" but keeps getting pushed back to my bed > invisible hands grappling my neck > shouts "i wanna live! i wanna live!" internally > wakes up
should i believe in god now?
Post number #122742, ID: a25375
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ommited details include me "waking up" and grabbing my phone which seems very real until i realize that my phone buttons aren't working and it has been infected by viruses from hell
Post number #122812, ID: 2fe667
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Maybe it was a ghost that heard you whining and wanted to spook you in your sleep.
Post number #122816, ID: a25375
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if that's the case i hope it's a cute loli ghost wearing overly huge bedsheets
Post number #122819, ID: 2fe667
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Perhaps you can pray to god for one.
Post number #122835, ID: e54dd3
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Welp, God says live.
Post number #123015, ID: 341725
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Nah. I still think it's the loli one.
Post number #123048, ID: dab616
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It's probably just a dream. Idk, I'm no expert.
Post number #123098, ID: e901ba
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God answered your prayer you infidel. Worship him.
Post number #123181, ID: e9d79a
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>>122734 Better start praying for forgiveness boiz
Post number #123228, ID: 66a3a0
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Dream is made by your mind/brain. If you keep thinking about someone, they'll eventually appears in your dream. That's why you get that kind of sleep paralysis dream.
Another prove is that you can't dream people that you haven't meet/whose face you haven't seen. So yeah, if you don't want to experience that again, change what's in your mind, not how you view your religion.
Post number #123232, ID: 8f87d2
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>>123228>you can't dream people that you haven't seen Not exactly. You can have anyone in your dreams, you just won't acknowledge the fact that they have a familiar face, or maybe even none. Dreams are weird, I love them.
Post number #123235, ID: 8c4dce
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Your life, your soul, are gifts given to you that are worth more than you can possibly imagine, OP. Listen to the voice in your heart, and God bless.
In nomine patri, et fili, et spiritus sancti. Amen.
Post number #123289, ID: 584e83
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>>123232 I mean, if dream can't even maintain the amount of your finger, reflection in mirrors, and time shown by clocks; how can it randomly construct a face that you've never seen before, and consistently maintain that combination of facial features? Is it not easier to just draw a face from your memory and stick it in the dream?
Post number #123418, ID: 1f2715
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Can't you just escape from dream? I mean it is not that hard, A couple of weeks ago i saw a dream where i am armed with one-shot rifle againsy,a kangaroo, which is very fast, in a open field, i just thought FUCK THIS SHIT and then i woke up
Post number #123498, ID: a25375
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>>123098 but I was an infidel. why would he grant my prayers?
>>123418 that's why I call it a sleep paralysis: I can't wake up. then again, while in the dream, I convinced myself "this is totally a sleep paralysis. by experience, I won't wake up on my own volition" so maybe that's why I couldn't wake up. dreams are awfully meta sometimes.
Post number #123582, ID: 3bfd15
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>>123498 safety rule number one: 1) Your anchestors survived and passed their genes so you would live, You are a result of thousands years of evolution, then why the hell do you allow yourself to be at that state. Fuck this hand thing and eat it while it still lives - this kind of logic saves a lot of nerves, although sometimes i run
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| how do i even begin
redtext ver:
> am suicidal
> somewhat beliving in god due to my religious upbringing
> constantly ask god past few weeks to kill me in sleep
> had a very LONG ASS lucid sleep paralysis-slash-nightmare where i try to wake up
> dream ends with me making like 10 attempts to "wake up" but keeps getting pushed back to my bed
> invisible hands grappling my neck
> shouts "i wanna live! i wanna live!" internally
> wakes up
should i believe in god now?