Smths wrong with me
| I want him to be HITLER
| How can this site have so many of these?
| I think I saw something about people with trauma having a tendency to seek out things that will retraumatize themselves as a coping mechanism or something?
| Just write yandere fanfics, you can make him however you want. Most "normal" men aren't really that sadistic. It's a fine line, too far and they're just abusive without the appeal i.e. alcoholics, smokers, gut belly freakazoids.
And anyone who "claims" to be sadistic is 8/10 times just pushovers who hate confrontation. Trust me most guys will just purposely do anything to avoid confrontation.
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| I want a sadistic man in my life who ruins my life and takes care of me when I obey. I want him to ruin me but also cant live without me