not particularly feeling connected with the world
| It's kinda making every relationship I have seem meaningless
| At one point I thought that, if I just opened up a bit more, let people knew what I wanted, what I cared about, what I was feeling, that they would understand. That over the course of years, maybe some of who I am would have rubbed off.
| That doesn't appear to be true though. So I'm stuck ranting here, to functionally the void.
| There's still plenty of things to do, to see, to experience, but I'm only doing them for myself nowadays.
| I hope you have a nice day
| I think a therapist might help, maybe an antidepressant too
I see some of my past self in the way you describe your feelings and I hope you can find something that works for you too op
| It is meaningless and nothing will help you to think otherwise. You will have to cope with it until you die.
Thats the short summary what therapist will tell you, but free. You are welcome.
| This is the "fix your sleep schedule, work out and eat healty" of mental health until you have something easily classifiable
| >>1111980
Eastern european detected. Just because your shitty country is so backwards and depressing it doesn't mean that the rest of the world is.
| Ah, so you are the psychotic politsperg. I amend my advice - kill yourself, IMMEDIATELY
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| I get the feeling that there's nobody I know who I could talk to about how I feel. And have them understand anyways.