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how to stop pretending to be a tranny online
| A whaaaat?!
| You need to start pretending to be a tranny irl!! STOP REPPING!!!
| stop repping, start grepping
*searches through all your files*
| >>1110919 im not a repper, i dont rly care about this stuff and if i just went outside more i wouldve been a normal man. now i cant help but want to be called a good girl and other bullshit like that, but irl i literally dont do anything about it and idk if i even want to. ive been like this for over a year which is when i started "questioning" my gender. fuck ts
| Sounds like textbook repping, g/u/rl. "Normal men" don't like being called a good girl. You seriously gotta have some other shit going on keeping you repressed like this. Probably internalized misogyny and/or depression idk
Keep in mind the longer you stay off hrt, the more testosterone is gonna wreck ur body. I'm talking balding, wrinkles, pronounced brow, probably getting fatter. If looking like Tony Soprano when ur older is fine by you, then heck maybe you r actually a cissie
| >>1110930 noone wants to be balding and shit + getting older as a woman also makes you uglier (even faster because of higher standards), im just gonna live alone with my wrecked mind, its peaceful in a way
| i dont think i even wish to have tits or a pussy, im just a weirdo
| >>1110936 you're going to go insane if you do that gurl
I used to be like that too, my personality ended up splitting and brought all sorts of problems...
I started HRT and boymodding, and idk I feel normal now. The urge to "be a girl" has gone away and I can think clearly now.
I just need to take something else so boobs don't grow and idk, it's all good so far, I wanna be a pretty long-haired guy with that female fat distribution.
| Started HRT at 29 BTW so of course to be a trap or an actual girl is out of the question. I don't have money for so many surgeries...
The effects on the brain are good enough for me, I feel more whole now.
| you guys are weird all i do to fix my mental issues is stare at a wall and all my troubles go away. try that sometime. Just straight up do nothing for half an hour straight
| I used to do that at least 4 times a month for several hours when I was at the army taking care of some outpost
| ^ the raped
| >>1110922
i didn't think there would still be people here, who remember AT&T's "Reach out and Grep Someone" campaign
| >>1110925
I'm not gonna say you're definitely trans, you have to figure that out yourself
But it sounds like you've got something gender going on and are having a difficult time accepting that
You can probably get finasteride or something which will help stop balding via blocking dht if going on estrogen isn't for you
there's also drugs that can prevent breast growth while on estrogen if you want that
| Either way, drugs or no, I think it's good to keep in mind that you don't have to identify as a man or a woman if that's not how you feel, you can be something in between, there's plenty of nonbinary people out there
Also you can go on E just because you want to, you don't have to be 100% sure you're a woman, or an NB etc
I know of a few people who weren't sure and started hrt to help figure things out, if it's not for you you'll figure it out pretty quickly
| Maybe give thought to this; if there was a magic wand that would make it so you had always been a woman, would you use it?
What if it was something in-between?
Do you *want* to be a man?
You like the idea of being called a good girl, but seem to feel self conscious about it, why do you feel that way, is it just because you feel like you shouldn't, or do you feel like you don't deserve to be called a girl?
| It’s a painful topic for me too. Part of why I work so much. I don’t want to remember my future or be part of it. I just want distractions til I’m released from all this. If I were a cis woman I’d probably want to transition away from that too. I’m glad I got on finestride but I don’t see any gender I can be proud of in my future.
| >>1111013 do you think you might be nonbinary, agender maybe?
IDK if it'll help at all but it might be worth looking into some related communities or at least the terms, I know for me just knowing the word for something I'm experiencing makes it more manageable
It's probably worth trying an antidepressant too if you're not already on one
| For me personally I had such deep depression and depersonalization that I couldn't really begin to figure out I was trans until I found an antidepressant that worked for me, it helped the depression but something was obviously still off
For me that something was hrt
Once I realized I was trans, I didn't want to die until after starting hrt so I could at least see what it would feel like to have my brain running on the right hormones
And now I'm happy to be here
| >>1111016 that's good at least
I hope you can figure things out and make it to a happier place in life <3
| >>1111017 thank you, i just have a hard time taking action and making decisions so idk how long i'm gonna stay in limbo :p
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| its so fun but im starting to think im a man